Heart's uncontented

Seeking more to life

Turning here and there

Yet so clouded by everything



What do I want?

What do I seek?

Is it Him?

Or is it something else?

I wonder

Truly wonder



Yet my heart's crying out

I want more of You!

Can I have that?

Can I reach out to Him?

Struggling, pushing

Fighting

Yet I'm still far from Him



I want You Lord!

Yet, I do the opposite things

What a fake I am

What a hypocrite that I am



Sad, so sad

Engulfed by loneliness

Engulfed by sadness

I want You..

I still hear that faint cry from my heart....