Friday, May 26, 2006

Too fast and overwhelming

Things have been happening too fast in my life.. so much so that I don't seem to be able to find the time to catch my breath.

Sometimes I feel like crying, sometimes I feel numb.. very hard to be stable and all at times as well.

OH Father God Almighty, I pray for Ur stability in me. U're my anchor, U're my hope. No matter what I am feeling, no matter what I am going through, I can only rely on U. Who can I look up to but U? Who can I seek but U in time of need?

Father Lord God, thank U for being so real in my life. Thank U for being faithful and patient with me, the stubborn person that I am. Forgive me Lord, for the wrongs I've done, forgive me for the sins I've committed. U are God, U are Holy, U are great and strong, yet, U are gentle, U are loving, U are caring and most of all, U are forgiving.

We've always beat ourselves when we did something wrong and things didn't work the way that we want it to be. Ya know, no matter what, at the end of the day, God still loves u all the same. Like the parable of the prodigal son, He awaits anxiously for us to return to Him, and when we do, He is so happy that the whole heaven are throwing a feast for US! Can u believe, one that is so unworthy to even be a servant in the house of the Father, yet, He still treats us and cares for us like the doting Father that He is.

Father God, forgive me for my sins I seek. Thank U for loving me all the same, thank U for being the loving and most caring Father that one could have in their lives. Thank U Jesus, my dearest brother and SAviour, for the gift of life U have given to me. I don't know what I can say or do that could show U how grateful that I am for this gift.. given to us without seeking any return from us, so that we may once again be loved by our Father.. I truly am eternally grateful to U.

Monday, May 15, 2006

Lord God almighty

Oh Lord my God, the King of kings and Lord of lords.

Father in heaven, I seek for more of You in my life Lord. Fill my very being with Your presence Lord. I surrender, and I don't care what others may say. I need You, without You I would've died and not have life, without You I would've been the worst person ever on earth and know no goodness, without You I would not have known such great love, with You I will be condemned!

But with You, I have found life, with You I have found love, with You I am alive, with You I have my identity, with You I have a purpose in life, with You I am forgiven, with You I am in amazed..

Thank You for life, thank You for love, thank You for the purpose, thank You for the amazement...

Director

Erm, this personality test is kinda dodgy.. i feel lar


Free-Wheeling Director

Personality - Director

This personality test is kinda dodgy... but .. hmm... not entirely true lar.. but for fun.. kekeke

Sunday, May 14, 2006

A lil bored

Haih haih, I'm actually a little bored these days. I have no idea what did I do with my time and why it flies so fast nowadays. My day usually consist of
1. working
2. going to gym (which I have not been doing for two weeks)/ church (if needed)
3. bed

Wat a way to let my days pass by. Yet everyday I'm home I'm feeling dead tired... whatever am I gona do with myself man... haihh...

PPL... ENTERTAIN ME!!!

siao liao...

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

What is Love

What is Love if you do not know the ultimate Love?
What is Love if you cannot comprehend His Love?
What is Love if you are filled with hatred?
What is Love if you are filled with jealousy?

What is Love truly?
Can we love fully without knowing the truth about Love?
Can we love unconditionally on our own?
Can we say, I love You and then turn away?
Can we say I love You and then walk away?

What is Love truly?
I wish I know the answer
I wish I can love the way He does
I wish I can love with all my might
Can I? I wonder...

One thing I know, GOd is love. I can never love unconditionally like Him.. so unconditional that He rather let His Son die on our behalf than to see us perish for eternity.

What is the truth? The truth is GOd is love. He loves us and will never forsake us. He loves us and will always wait patiently at the door of our hearts. He loves us and am willing to be hurt time and again by us, so that for once, we will be willing to let Him into our hearts. He loves us and is willing to heal the wounds in our hearts. He loves us and is willing to show us His love.
He loves us.......

Friday, May 5, 2006

When You're Bogged down with Things

Realised that when you are bogged down with things, you can only rely on His strength to help You carry on.

Dear Lord,

I pray for Your strength Lord to overcome the difficulties that I am facing right now. Direct my path that I may walk in accordance to Your ways. Things may be tough right now, but Lord, I trust You to help me get through this, becuase You say that Your grace is sufficient. Thank You Lord for the promises You have given us that we may hold on in life.

Love You always and forever.