Saturday, July 22, 2006

Sucks

Living in a country where ppl try to show off but are too dumb to do it well and ended being looked down upon

Living in a country where ppl are just plain lazy - so much so that their asses are kicked and didn't know it

Living in a country where ppl are just being a pain in the ass and doesn't realise it

Living in a country where it makes me vomit blood interacting with these ppl

What a life - God, I beg u, pls open a door for me to leave this sickening office so that I don't have to deal with such sickening ppl and customers.

Sigh, honestly, i'd rather they be a show off and be a blardy good one instead of doing it half way and showing me how dumb you are. Man.. I have nothing to say to such ppl..

Monday, July 17, 2006

Love

Loving someone and being in love is not easy... saw this in many of my friends' lives. People whom I thought is so blessed to find someone they love, suddenly turned around tells me, ya know, we broke up over this and that, and now.. we're once again giving each other a chance.. I'm at lost at what to say.. all I can do is just be around to listen to them and ya noe, offer comfort God's way.

It's scary knowing things like these would happen very so often.. but to face it myself, I fear I do not have such courage. I guess what they say is true, being in love is so easy, but when it comes to really loving someone, it requires so much courage and self sacrifice from both sides that .. ya know.. that's really hard.

Lord, I pray for my friends Lord, who are currently in such dilemma. We know that You are God over these relationships and I pray that You will continue to show them what You desire them to have in relationships. May You bless them and lead them, guide them and may You be Lord over them.

Friday, July 14, 2006

A week filled with cough

What a week this has been. Was kinda sick last Thursday, and thinking that it was a mild thing, I did not go to see doctor. What a bad choice, I was coughing so badly come Monday that my supervisor actually asked me to go home early. Went to see a doctor then and was told I have infection. Put on medication for a few days.

The next day, after taking the prescribed medicine the night before, I woke up feeling extremely dizzy and disoriented. After getting my bearings a little, I thought I could go to work... wrong thought, after washing up my face and coming out of the toilet, I once again feeling disoriented. Feeling that something is not right, I called up the clinic that I went to (thank GOd it was a 24 hours clinic) and spoke to the doctor. He said that it's due to the medication and thus, reduced my dosage on the phone...Gave me MC for the day (which I went to take at 4 something in the evening) and proceeded to sleep! This sleep is not the normal sleep, but rather, drug induced sleep... sigh...

Nonetheless, I have a good rest on Tuesday... thinking that things would be better as the week goes on... wrong again. I was coughing the minute I stepped into the office! The ironic thing is, I'm NOT coughing when I'm at home! Must be due to the ventilation (or lack of it) in the office.. sigh.. been having serious coughing fit... bad bad... my colleague actually asked me to get MC for a few more days to recuperate.. but the thoughts of taking MC and having the need to come back and close the cases enough to cover it gives me the shivers.

One thing though, I thank God that my aunt work place is not so far from mine, hence I've been getting free rides from her. Am able to rest some to and fro work.. really thank God for that. Getting free rides means coming home early too.. and have been resting and not doing much stuff....

Tomorrow's SAturday, but am due to some training required at work. Sigh, gone is the idea that I can at least rest at home on weekends. Sunday would again be another long day for me... with class in the morning and church service later of the day. Gotta pray hard that I will get well soon.