Sunday, January 30, 2005

For Fun -

1.are u serious when it comes to relationships?

Yes.



2. are you afraid of commitments?

Depending.. at the moment, a little



3. are u a risK taKer?

Risk taker, depending on the circumstances and situations



4. wat can u say abt. long distance relationships?

If both parties want it to work, the distance won't b a barrier



5. Can u love a person who doesn't love u?

yea, I can... and I always wish them happiness, that the will find the one that they love too



6. do actions speak louder than words?

yeah...



7. hav u felt/found true love?

erm... not sure



8. how can u say that a person luvs you?

I can't say how a person love me, because I'm not sure. But sometimes, I guess you can feel the person's love



9. are you good in handling relationships?

it's something that ppl will learn



10. willing to give everything?

why not?



11. the best thing u've learned from loving?

I've learnt to trust, to care, to be real, to be true and to be there for those who needs u



12. do u demand ur luv1 to change into someone?

not really, one should learn to appreciate and accept the others as they are - we may voice out our dislike and all, but it all depends on the other party as well rite?



13. wud u let go of some1 u love??

I will.. if the need arises. My heart will hurt for sure, but if there's a need to do so, I will





14. are u a one guy gal & vice versa type of person?

If you mean being faithful, then I am



15. is sex important in a relationship?

Sex is part of relationship within marriage - God's gift as well



16. how do u express ur luv to someone?

err... I don't know... haha, yet to eva try - well, I do tell my close frens that I love them... by words and by actions I guess



17. wat is the major reason for a breaK up?

er... neva have a relationship b4, so neva experience break up as well



18. most important ingredient in a relationship?

love, trust and care



20. one thing u hate about love?

There's nothing to hate about love



21. one thing u like about love?

The joy it brings along



22. worst thing u did to a love one?

er....



23. are you in love?

sort of



24. with whom?

God lor



25. do u have a bf/gf?

neva



26. why?

because ... too many reasons to list down - let Him decide when lor



27. are you a hopelessly romantic?

I might be one..



28. do you get tired of loving ?

sometimes it gets very tiring loving someone u love but that person don't love u, but.. I've learnt to leave it to God to help me



29. who has changed your view about loving?

God and friends



30. message to your loved one?

friends: thank you for loving me as well

Saturday, January 29, 2005

Testimonials



Was reading the testimonials posted by my friends whom I've met when I was in Australia. Amazes me to know that a person can change so much. Was very touched by what they wrote, for to a person who is insecure, it serves as a great encouragement.



Major changes happening in the office:



1. A group of colleagues got transferrred recently to another dept

2. Another group of colleagues leaving to another dept as well - to be based in KL

3. My cool supervisor is also leaving to another dept

3. A sucky lady might become my supervisor - total dislike - because she's the type that looks down on ppl... suck man



Sigh, am anticipating the massive changes that's going to happen. Am wondering if i'll be staying here for long. When I was about to come into this company, my friend was telling me that a lot of ppl fighting to enter and take up the positions offered - but when you're in, I don't think it's that cool either. Oh well, whatever that comes will come. Will b praying about whether to move on or to stay - God's will

Thursday, January 27, 2005

Wonderful Gathering



A friend of mine came up from Singapore recently for a visit and we had a gathering last nite. Met a few friends whom I have not met for a while. It was quite a cool gathering, for we have a good laugh when Yen Fen came and started talking. She's definitely the cutest girl/woman around who could talk non-stop. So animated and cute. Haha, and her constant talk about her b**s was quite farnee. Really had a wonderful time hanging out with them. Indescribable man the feeling. Really reminds me of the wonderful time that we have when we were in Gippsland. We might not be staying near the rest of them who are in south, but it was cool being "PR".. haha...



Things are really different now. Out of the number of us who are out, Chris was the only one who's studying. Sigh, all of us are working and there's like heaps of stories to tell man... too many, too tiring I guess at times.



The few days Chris was around was cool, hanged out and gotta relaxed. Though I din rest much but it was cool still..



Tmw's back to work man

Monday, January 17, 2005

Am reading someone's blog, was so amazed by his faith. He went through

quite a lot, and I envy him and his faith in God. Maybe he has a good

upbringing in that sense, but I also believe that God work him well.

Praise Him for that as well. To know that someone out there is walking

closely to God makes me yearn even more. Makes me want to reach out to

this person and say, hey, can you tell me how can you be so close to

God?



Lord, like the song I am listening to now (and yearning to sing it out

loud to you) I want yearn to reach out to you and be drawn closer to

you. I want to reach out higher and higher, to soar like the eagles, to

be close to you once again Lord.



Sometimes I wonder, what am I doing here? Why isn't there anyone who

would really love me and show that love to me. I now realise why I love

being around them. It's because they show that they love me and that

they care for me. A lot of people doesn't realise that if you tell me

that you love me, it means a lot to me. It might just be words for you,

but to me, it meant a lifetime to me. Because to know that I am being

loved, to know that someone out there is loving me for me, I feel

cherished and touched. I could never ever reject one's love of that

sort, because to me, love is equal to life as well. For God so loved

the world, that he gave His only son to die for us! Because God loves

us so much, He is willing to give His son's life for us.. for me. He

gave His son's life for me! Wow... it's amazing what love can do...

truly truly amazing.



It's amazing what other people's thoughts and emotions propel and

interest me. I find it interesting reading what Mark Nam writes in his

blog. There's so much emotion in the things that he writes. Seldom see

or even meet a guy who is so emotionally intuned to himself. Does find

him interesting. Sometimes it hits us that someone so different is

living somewhere around this world and to read and to feel the truth and

the reality of it makes you think about your own life. Does it interest

other people? Will I be able to capture the heart and attention of

others. Sometimes, as I think back of what I've written, it seems like

I'm pulling for other people's pity. Sad isn't it, to come to that

state where you need other people's pity. Well, I seriously don't want

other people's pity. Maybe sometimes I just need someone to listen to

me, but that's really hard. Because in life, everyone wants everyone

else to listen to what they have to say and all. Yet, I know of one

person who would always listen to what we have to say. God is always

here, waiting for us to talk to Him, to tell Him about our stuff and

all. I know, I truly know that sometimes we tend to ignore Him with the

fact that He's not visible in our eyes. Yet, in our heart, He can be so

visible and so true. If only we take the initiative to try to see and

reach out to him from our hearts. For as we draw closer to Him, we will

be able to see the changes that can take place in our lives. I yearn

for the changes to take place in my life. It's hard, and it takes a lot

of effort trying to be close to Him once again, but yet, I believe if we

try, taking that small little baby step, He'll be so happy, grinning and

say, atta girl.. come on, I'm here to help you too. I want that,

seriously....

Thursday, January 6, 2005

very very tired of everything at home - not sure how long i can take it anymore

sometimes i dun understand - can't they understand??? i'm very very very tired -

sick and tired of everything -
Overloaded with work... super tired these days -

hit by harsh reality of life - is there no life after work - or isit just work and work and work



quite pissed off by family yday nite over some matter - very tired