Holiday ended

Wat a way to end the week of holiday. Suspiscious of some kind of food that I've taken, tummy ain't feeling all too well. Sensing the symptoms of food poisoning (tummy ache to the extent of cramp, the need to go toilet). But thankfully, am feeling better now. Took some of my previous medication.

Realised that I have been having quite a few incidents of food poisoning since I came back from Australia. Weird, but then again, my tummy have not been quite agreeable through out my life.

Tomorrow is back to work again. Wondered if things will be as hectic or not. Know that today, the road would be jam again. Gotta wake up earlier tomorrow morning if I wana survive the jam... sigh... think of it makes me tired...

But then again, thinking of the past few days has been enjoyable. Friends from singapore and hong kong came over for a visit! Went to places that I seldom go, tried some good food, met up with some friends that have not met for quite a while.. things were good.

Thank God it's Friday!

Been working hard, trying to do as much as I could, to do up my work and all. Praise the Lord, things has been going ok. There's heaps of cases that seems to be so tough and all, but my supervisor has been very helpful. Am thankful that she's around to help me.

Tomorrow's Saturday... Guy Sebastian and his church's worship team is gracing Malaysia.. I'll be going to the evening service and concert at FGA KL. Hope it'll be cool. Hm... btw, I'm going not because of Him ler.. I just want to go to the concert. The next one would be Planetshakers in November... sounds cool man.. can't wait for a chance to sing worship songs and praise the Lord with other Christians around Klang Valley!!! woo HOOO

Hm... find that time does pass us by very fast. It's been almost two years since I'm working and there's not much changes happening in my life. WEird, to think that you're getting older by the year, and not feeling the time passing you by.

Maybe it's just myself. Or maybe it's something else. Work ain't becoming easy at all. Sometimes find that things are so tough to overcome at work. Work is like slaving at the moment. This is not good, I do know it. Work is not sustained through prayer. Everyday, pray for God's strength and peace when I go to work.



In honesty, I am grateful to have a job that provides for me financially. But maybe... this is not all that there is in life. I don't want to just work for money, but I want to feel passionate about what I'm doing.



Lord, I'm going leave this into Your hands. Let me know if this is where You want me to be at the moment. Grant me peace at heart if it is so. If not, Lord, I pray that You'll open the doors for me to move on.

have just changed blog skin. Do give me feedback ya.. wana know if things are cool with the new skin. neways, this is just on trial basis.. ur comments would mean whether to maintain or to change..

but in the meanwhile, i'm dead tired! arghh.. gotta wake up for work again tmw.. sigh.. wednesday

Yet to really start work although it's already past 1030am. Am so tired, I think partly due to my lack of sleep last night. For some strange reasons, I haven't been able to sleep much for the past few days, since Monday to be exact. Have no idea why, but I do know that I needed the rest. Have been trying to sleep at around 11 plus, but doesn't seem to work, coz I am such a late sleeper! What a bad habit, sigh.. gotta change but.. hard man. haha, oh well... will try nonetheless...

Job seems to be getting suckier. Sigh, shitty things happening in the office and all. Always getting bad news. Although I like to help people, but this is not giving me the kick, but rather, I feel that I'm always stressed out due to the things I have to handle. Contemplating on changing my job, and have been looking around a little. But then again, it boils down to these few questions.

1. Is it time to move on (a question I ask God)?
2. Where does he want me to move on to?
3. What kind of job should I be looking for?

Sigh, hard to answer these questions.

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Why are some people the way they are? Am so upset with a friend's (let's call her A) boyfriend (he's B).. found that from another girlfriend (she'll b C) of mine that he is actually seeing another girl behind A. A doesn't know it and thinks that things are alright between the two of them. Sigh, I really don't know what to do. Is it wrong to confront her? Was talking to a friend about gossips and my view on it... didn't realise that it would hit so close to home. Not the gossip part, but my view on the matter. If you know something for a fact, then it's alright to tell someone (not everyone, mind you) of the truth. If you think that a lie is spreading, we should step up and confront and find out the truth.

In this matter, it's confirmed that he's seeing another girl, coz C's boyfriend saw him face to face during the daytime holding another girl's hand. C's boyfriend met B once before, hence I do not doubt the truth from both of them. C and I are so worried for A. We came to a conclusion to let her know of this, because we don't want her to get hurt in the end. It is probably for the best, because we suspect this is not the first time it has happened, but just that he was not caught before. It may seem like we're picking on him... but I just don't want to see A hurt so badly again. Sigh... sometimes do find that ppl can be plain cruel

So many postings, so many blogs around, ppl do get addicted to blogging ya.

Was reading some other fellow brothers n sisters' blog.. thinking about them a lil.. makes me wonder about a lot of things.

Ppl, I hope you'll learn to continue to grow in the Lord, dun let anyone put you down and tell u otherwise. Be strong, be faithful, you can do IT!!!

hm.. prob jes crapping ere, oh well

SHOWN COMPASSION TO SHOW COMPASSION

"Jesus went through all the towns and villages, teaching in their synagogues, preaching the good news of the kingdom and healing every disease and sickness. When he saw the crowds, he had compassion on them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd." Matthew 9:35, 36

Compassion. There often isn't much of it in our dog eat dog world. Survival of the fittest. Win at all costs. Look out only for yourself. Climb the corporate ladder no matter who you have to step on. Show compassion? Ha! That's for the weak to do. Jesus had compassion on people when he lived in this compassionless world. He healed the sick and injured. Most compassionately of all, he preached and taught the good news of free forgiveness and eternal life to souls burdened by guilt and sin. You are on the receiving end of God's compassion. Before the world began, God knew your name and had chosen you to belong to him eternally. In compassion God sent his Son in the flesh to save you from the guilt and punishment of your sins. In compassion God brought you into his family through his Holy Spirit who brought you to faith. In compassion God daily protects you with his angels and provides for all your needs. In compassion God hears all your prayers and is preparing a room for you in heaven. In compassion God is working out everything that happens to you (even the bad and sad) for your eternal good. God has shown you compassion. With an appreciative heart, go and show others compassion with your words and actions. You can't heal the sick like Jesus did. But you can help ease someone's pain. Above all, you can tell a burdened soul about a compassionate and forgiving God. God, thank you for treating me daily with compassion. Help me to share your compassionate love with others. May they see your compassion and love through me. Amen.