time of blogging
It's been quite a while since I've blogged. i've been busy? I have no idea, really.. there are times when I seemed to be so overwhelmed by everything that I've lost touch of ... everything... weird ain't it. Well, decided to write a little of wat i've been doing in my life besides work.
1. Going out for dinner every week with friends
2. Movie's the second of the list
3. Stay at home watching anime
4. Doing nothing but hiding in my room
5. ...
Rather unproductive I would say, but oh well... have no idea how to spend the times that I have... most of the time i'm so tired after work that I'd not do anything but just hide in my room, wishing for peace and comfort to envelope me. Rather looking forward to the weekends, where I get to stay at home the whole day! Haha.. but not entirely true as I have been hanging out with my friend some of these weekends as well.
It's been a while since I was out with my taekwondo gang, it feels different, but still nice. Crap like mad, joking, teasing, whatever we could think of... rather fun I would say. I guess sometimes it's tough, the way things are in my life right now..
At the moment, I just wish that my brother will get a house so that we can really stay as one family once again, but then again, I might not be able to enjoy the freedom that I have now, coz staying with my family means more responsibility on my part. Maybe it's a good thing too, since I've kinda been running away from responsibilities that I need to bear... weird.. sighh.. things are going awkward for me at church... the teens are disappearing, even I am disappearing.. commitment.. wat is that? Oh dear Lord, just hope that You will bring a good shepard to lead your people once again...
Monday, August 1, 2005
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Underlying things has been happening in my life at the moment. Sometimes I find that things ain't right, yet there are times where I get so tired trying to figure things out that I ended up not doing anything at all.
Work work work... that's the main spotlight in my life at the moment. I guess lots of us are facing the same thing as well. So called work is from 9am to 5.30pm, but time and again I only find myself travelling home after 8.30pm... but compared to a friend of mine, I should be thankful that I am actually going home before 12am. Is this the life that I want to live, not really.. but I guess sometimes the society would shape our lives.. maybe this is one of the matter. Though we desire and want something different, but reality hits you and you just can't run away.
Dilemma is another spotlight in my life.. so many decisions to make, so many things that's holding us down and such. So tired of lots of things. I'm definitely different from last time, can my silly side continue to live in this world? Truly wonder at times.. miss the time where I don't have to worry so much and just do what I'm doing. Yet, now that I'm older, there are things that I want and yet, I can't reach for them. I guess I would have to wait on God for His timing of the things that He would want to give to me. I pray that I would have the patience...
Emotions that can't be describe continue to swirl in my heart... Longing continue to grow immensely... sometimes, I wonder why I'm feeling lonely.. I pray that I'll be able to fight off the feeling and not let it sink me... I pray... I pray with all my heart, that you'll grant me the desires of my heart.
Awake oh thee, hear the cry of my heart
Reach out and touch, the soul that is dormant
Let not the heart quiet down
But let it beat steadily with thee
Work work work... that's the main spotlight in my life at the moment. I guess lots of us are facing the same thing as well. So called work is from 9am to 5.30pm, but time and again I only find myself travelling home after 8.30pm... but compared to a friend of mine, I should be thankful that I am actually going home before 12am. Is this the life that I want to live, not really.. but I guess sometimes the society would shape our lives.. maybe this is one of the matter. Though we desire and want something different, but reality hits you and you just can't run away.
Dilemma is another spotlight in my life.. so many decisions to make, so many things that's holding us down and such. So tired of lots of things. I'm definitely different from last time, can my silly side continue to live in this world? Truly wonder at times.. miss the time where I don't have to worry so much and just do what I'm doing. Yet, now that I'm older, there are things that I want and yet, I can't reach for them. I guess I would have to wait on God for His timing of the things that He would want to give to me. I pray that I would have the patience...
Emotions that can't be describe continue to swirl in my heart... Longing continue to grow immensely... sometimes, I wonder why I'm feeling lonely.. I pray that I'll be able to fight off the feeling and not let it sink me... I pray... I pray with all my heart, that you'll grant me the desires of my heart.
Awake oh thee, hear the cry of my heart
Reach out and touch, the soul that is dormant
Let not the heart quiet down
But let it beat steadily with thee
Sunday, July 3, 2005
When I Pray for You
A note for someone who has been going through a pretty difficult time
I wish I knew all the right words to say...
to let you know how much you're thought of ~ and
how sincerely I believe that everything's going to be okay...
When I pray for you, I think of...
what a specia.l person you are. One of the
very best. I think of what a big heart you have, of how glad I
am to now you, and of how much your happiness means to me.
When I pray for you, I think of all the wonderful
qualities within you. And every thankful thought helps to
reaffirm what I already knew:
within the circle of your life ~ near enough to be
warmed by your spirit and by your sharing ~
are very lucky people.
When i pray for you, it's because I dearly care, and because
I know that you've been going through a difficult time. If
I have any guardian angels, I'd like to share each ne with
you, to make all your smiles shine.
When I pray for you, it's because I've got a million wishes
to say. May each moment gets better, and may you
always remember...
My prayers are with you every day
A note for someone who has been going through a pretty difficult time
I wish I knew all the right words to say...
to let you know how much you're thought of ~ and
how sincerely I believe that everything's going to be okay...
When I pray for you, I think of...
what a specia.l person you are. One of the
very best. I think of what a big heart you have, of how glad I
am to now you, and of how much your happiness means to me.
When I pray for you, I think of all the wonderful
qualities within you. And every thankful thought helps to
reaffirm what I already knew:
within the circle of your life ~ near enough to be
warmed by your spirit and by your sharing ~
are very lucky people.
When i pray for you, it's because I dearly care, and because
I know that you've been going through a difficult time. If
I have any guardian angels, I'd like to share each ne with
you, to make all your smiles shine.
When I pray for you, it's because I've got a million wishes
to say. May each moment gets better, and may you
always remember...
My prayers are with you every day
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Got this a while back by a friend, been meaning to post it here, but kept on forgetting :D
Before Starting Work
My Heavenly Father, as I enter this work place,
I bring Your presence with me.
I speak Your peace, Your grace, Your mercy,
and Your perfexct order into this office.
I acknowledge Your power over all that will be spoken,
thought, decided and done within these walls.
Lord, I thank You for the gifts You have blessed me with.
I commit to using them responsibly in Your honour.
Give me a fresh supplu pf strength to do my job.
Anoint my projects, ideas, and energy;
So that even my smallest accomplishment may bring You glory.
Lord, when I am confused, guide me.
When I am weary, energize me.
When I am burned out, infuse me with the light of the Holy Spirit.
May the work that I do and the way I do it bring faith, joy and
a smile to all that I come in contact with today.
And oh Lord, when I leave this place, give me travelling mecy.
Bless my family and home to be in order as I left it.
Lord, I thank you for everything You've done, everything You're doing,
and everything You're going to do.
In the Name of Jesus I pray, with much love and thanksgiving,
Amen
Before Starting Work
My Heavenly Father, as I enter this work place,
I bring Your presence with me.
I speak Your peace, Your grace, Your mercy,
and Your perfexct order into this office.
I acknowledge Your power over all that will be spoken,
thought, decided and done within these walls.
Lord, I thank You for the gifts You have blessed me with.
I commit to using them responsibly in Your honour.
Give me a fresh supplu pf strength to do my job.
Anoint my projects, ideas, and energy;
So that even my smallest accomplishment may bring You glory.
Lord, when I am confused, guide me.
When I am weary, energize me.
When I am burned out, infuse me with the light of the Holy Spirit.
May the work that I do and the way I do it bring faith, joy and
a smile to all that I come in contact with today.
And oh Lord, when I leave this place, give me travelling mecy.
Bless my family and home to be in order as I left it.
Lord, I thank you for everything You've done, everything You're doing,
and everything You're going to do.
In the Name of Jesus I pray, with much love and thanksgiving,
Amen
Saturday, May 21, 2005
Cafe Flam
Let me intro this place to you. Cafe Flam (pronounced as flame) is located in Sunway Pyramid - Oasis Boulevard area, roughly next to Kim Gary. At a first glance, this place is plainly a place to hang out, a place with good food and good ambience. One might be fooled by it. At night, this wonderful ambience place turns into a nightclub, whereby people of all kinds would come to drink, to dance and basically to enjoy themselves.
Last night, I dressed myself up as to go to a drink with friends (something casual and comfy - i.e white top). After fetching Mel, we proceeded to Cafe Flam. We were totally stunned when we saw the place, it was happening and crazy at the same time. It's been a while since I've gone to places like this (like since I came back from Aust I've only been once) and having to work today, it felt that it wasn't such a good idea to hang out. Nonetheless, friends are already in there, so I figured, what the heck, we'll leave at one something. Gotta pay for cover charge (dengz) and took a beer. Yucks! Don't think I'll ever like beer... having finish the whole bottle as well. The music sucks in the beginning tho, techno I think. But later it changed to R & B and things went from dull to fun. Had fun dancing and hanging out with Joanna, Ying Chao, Yen Fen, Zheat, Ooi and Mel.. Mel and I tried to leave the place at 2am - but then some songs came up and we weren't allow to go until those songs ended. Gosh - had to hang out for another half an hour there.
It was fun though.. but wasn't fun drinking on an empty stomach. And Mel and I could feel that we're a little off coz we've not been drinking for so so long... nonetheless, fun's the word.
Can't believe I could wake up (I only arrived home at 3 plus in the morning and slept at nearly 4am) and come to work. Now it's 1pm and I'm off home - my sweet sweet bed....
Let me intro this place to you. Cafe Flam (pronounced as flame) is located in Sunway Pyramid - Oasis Boulevard area, roughly next to Kim Gary. At a first glance, this place is plainly a place to hang out, a place with good food and good ambience. One might be fooled by it. At night, this wonderful ambience place turns into a nightclub, whereby people of all kinds would come to drink, to dance and basically to enjoy themselves.
Last night, I dressed myself up as to go to a drink with friends (something casual and comfy - i.e white top). After fetching Mel, we proceeded to Cafe Flam. We were totally stunned when we saw the place, it was happening and crazy at the same time. It's been a while since I've gone to places like this (like since I came back from Aust I've only been once) and having to work today, it felt that it wasn't such a good idea to hang out. Nonetheless, friends are already in there, so I figured, what the heck, we'll leave at one something. Gotta pay for cover charge (dengz) and took a beer. Yucks! Don't think I'll ever like beer... having finish the whole bottle as well. The music sucks in the beginning tho, techno I think. But later it changed to R & B and things went from dull to fun. Had fun dancing and hanging out with Joanna, Ying Chao, Yen Fen, Zheat, Ooi and Mel.. Mel and I tried to leave the place at 2am - but then some songs came up and we weren't allow to go until those songs ended. Gosh - had to hang out for another half an hour there.
It was fun though.. but wasn't fun drinking on an empty stomach. And Mel and I could feel that we're a little off coz we've not been drinking for so so long... nonetheless, fun's the word.
Can't believe I could wake up (I only arrived home at 3 plus in the morning and slept at nearly 4am) and come to work. Now it's 1pm and I'm off home - my sweet sweet bed....
Friday, May 13, 2005
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.In this moment, you think of love as commitment.
Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
What Are the Keys to Your Heart?
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.In this moment, you think of love as commitment.
Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
What Are the Keys to Your Heart?
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