It's about time for me to update my blog once again. There's just been too many things happening around my life right now that I find it hard to even have time to unwind and relax.


Last Saturday, on my journey to pick up my friend in DJ, a car reverse into mine. I was actually going straight, but somehow or rather, the driver of the other car did not see me and banged into me. The area above the left rear tire dented badly, with scratches and etc. Being stunned, I got off the car and stared on the area banged. The other party turned out to be a 19 year old kid who was so scared and worried that he apologised non stop to me throughout our conversation. At one point, as I was conversing on the phone with my brother on what I should do, he squated, hiding his face in the nooks of his arms. His girlfriend was calling his name but he never answered. At the end of the day, I ended up having to console this poor boy, telling him we'll come up with some arrangement for him to pay me.


Sent my car to fixed on Monday, thankfully, it only costs RM180. The car's looking good now. Thank God it was a minor one. Called the boy on Monday night itself informing him of the costs and we've agreed on installation payment.


It seems that on the same day, a friend of mine also got into an accident. He actually banged a Mercedes Benz, needing to pay a sum of RM1800. Sigh, thankfully other friends were around to assist him on it. THere's a lesson for him to learn from it, but I shall not touch on this matter.


Back to after my accident/incident. Thankfully, the accident did not destroy my mood for the day. I went to watch Snow.Wolf.Lake that night, and it was amazing. I never knew such musical can be so so good! For those who have negative impressions on chinese musical, you may want to change ur thots after watching it. The music, the lighting, all the actors and actresses, they are just that good. Props and all was grand! I never have so much fun sitting down watching a musical as I did that night. It was well worth the sum that I've paid. My friend and I was even wishing that we pay more to sit nearer to watch. Plain good.. Was pleasantly surprised to see YC and YY there as well! Haha, I sat a few rows behind them, and as they were standing up, allowing ppl to pass to their respective seats, I somehow recognised them from their backs. Having decided to see if it's them, I called YC! Haha, he was equally surprised to see me there. Funny part was he was twisting left and right trying to locate me... haha... it was good seeing them.


Went on a shopping spree yesterday. For the first time in my life, I started my Christmas shopping already! Haha... man, there's just too many things that I want to get for the people around me. In less than a month, it'll be Christmas. It will then mark my two years back in Malaysia. How quickly time passes....

Dead tired

Seriously have no idea what I've been up to. Been attending this new system's training for two days and I get to go home early. But nonetheless, I'm tired. Tmw it'll be work and work and work again. I heard from my colleague that there's like 5 ppl down today.. Goodness, that's rili bad, considering that there's like less 15 of us working in that department (not counting our supervisors and assistant managers and all). 15 persons to handles queries from all over Malaysia, that's quite crazy seriously.


Christmas is just around the corner. Time really does fly fast huh... another is gone just like that. Is there anything I've accomplished? I can't say I have tho...


Think I'm heading to bed soon.. gosh, it's not even 11 now, and I'm calling out that I'm heading to bed.. wat a totally different thing..

I AM :: sue/sue sue/sue anne
I WANT :: notebook, IPOD, etc (sigh, i noe, materialistic these days)
I HAVE :: a good family
I WISH :: to be closer to God
I HATE :: myself at times
I MISS :: Australia, especially the ppl
I FEAR :: God
I HEAR :: ppl talking (i'm in training lorr)
I WONDER :: about life
I REGRET :: too many atimes to name them
I LOVE :: God, family and friends
I ACHE :: well, my heart does when I'm sad
I ALWAYS :: do a lot of crazy stuff
I AM NOT :: pretty, just ordinary
I SING :: for God from my heart
I WRITE :: from my heart
I CONFUSE :: ppl sometimes
I NEED :: to learn to love God more and walk His way
I SHOULD :: not be so stubborn n logical at times

YES OR NO
You keep a diary :: yes
You have a secret journal :: i guess
You set your watch a few minutes faster? :: no, only the clock in my car
You bite your fingernails :: no!
You believe in love :: of coz, for God is love

PEOPLE
The weirdest person you know :: well, i'm weird
The Loudest Person you Know :: i'm loud as well!
The Person that Knows the Most AboutYou :: mel
Your Crush? :: ?? dun have wor
Most Boring Teacher :: been out of school for too long, cant remember the names, or whether they're boring anot (i cant even remember what i did two days ago!)
Your most overused phrase on I'M :: sleepy
Have a(any) crush(es) :: used to
Think you know you've been in love :: er????
Want to get married :: yea, if it's in God's plan
Have any tattoos/where? nope
Piercings/where? :: ear
Get motion sickness :: don't think so
Think you're a health freak :: no way man
Get along with your parents :: we do ok
Like thunderstorms :: er... oklar.. like it when i'm at home... cool air to sleep! haha

WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF?
Ryan :: loo loo
Rob :: rob thomas
Drew :: drew barrymore
Heather :: heather locklear (no idea who man, but the name pops up)
Will :: will young
Paul :: paul johannsen
Ben :: benji
Josh :: joshua
Lauren :: lauren hill

RANDOM.......
NATURAL HAIR COLOR :: black
CURRENT HAIR COLOR :: highlighted .. rusty colored now (used to be red)
EYE COLOR :: brown
PARENTS :: love them
SIBLINGS :: one brother
LIVE WITH :: my aunt

FAVORITE........
NUMBER :: no fav
COLORs :: anything that suits my mood
DAY :: friday
MONTH :: september, december
SONG :: too many
FOOD :: things that i eat (i'm picky, i noe)
SEASON :: spring and autumn
SPORT :: ice skating, taekwondo
DRINK :: err... depending on the weather

PREFERENCES.....
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT?# cuddle i guess
CHOCOLATE MILK OR HOT CHOCOLATE?# hot cocoa
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?# dark chocolate
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE?# chocolate

IN THE LAST 24 HOURS...
CRIED? :: nope
HELPED SOMEONE? :: err, don't think so
GOTTEN SICK? :: nope
GONE TO THE MOVIES? :: nope
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? takeaway counts?
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? :: nope
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? :: nope
MISSED AN EX? :: no ex ler
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? :: nope
MISSED SOMEONE? :: no
HUGGED SOMEONE? :: yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? :: nope
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? :: nope

Do Not Grieve


"We do not want you to...grieve like the rest of men, who have no hope." 1 Thessalonians 4:13


We're not always sure what hope looks like. No hope, however, is easy to spot. Immigrant youth in France see no hope in the future, so they lash out in violence, torching cars and burning buildings. American families, who have maxed out their credit cards and can't figure a way out from under the debt, often have as sense of hopelessness. In instances like these having no hope of a future causes grief to set in.


It doesn't have to be like that. Just when there seems to be no way out, Jesus says, "I am the way" (John 14:6). Just when death seems to have a victory, Christ shows us his empty tomb. Just when your world seems to get worse and worse, Jesus says, "I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am" (John 14:3).Having hope in Jesus shows itself in the most difficult situations. Parents who lost their two-month-old child still battle extended bouts of crying, but they have the peace of knowing she now with Jesus in heaven. A cancer patient struggling for his last breath passes peacefully into death, because he knows death is not the end. Grandchildren sing joyously through sobs, "I know that my Redeemer lives," because they know Grandma knew her Savior Jesus.Knowing Jesus is having hope - for he is our future!


Dear Jesus, give us hope that only you can give: because you conquered death and guarantee a glorious resurrection to all who believe in you, life is not hopeless and death is not final. Amen.

Wanted to update my blog with heaps and heaps of things for weeks now, but find that everytime I sit down in front of my notebook, my mind goes blank. What a typical thing for me to do!!



Ok, let's see what has been happening to me


1. Had food poisoning again.. this time round I think it's much worse, given the fact that it happened last Saturday and I was having tummy ache till like two days ago. Besides, my tummy seems to have lots of air in it and it make lots of noise after I eat everytime.


2. Last week was long holiday, with hari raya happening from Wednesday onwards. Let's see, what did I do.


a. hanged out with G from Singapore and E from Hong Kong. They came up for fun. It was a first for E and.. duno how many times for G. it was fun. Got to hang out with a different group of friends from GIppy time.


b. stayed at home for a couple of days during the break, just lazing around and doing nothing. It was good, get to wind down and all. But after that I got too bored, hence the hanging around and calling friends were happening during that time.


c. did not go back to my parents' place during the weekend. Mom and dad weren't too happy about it, but it was due to the fact that friends from overseas are here. So they're still quite ok with it. Did not tell them about the food poisoning, don't want them to worry about it unnecessarily, and also that I don't want them to nag at me for eating out so often.


hm, that pretty much sums up the week. pretty lame week, some might think. But it's ok with me lo.. main thing is that I get to unwind!


Ok, wat about this week. Let's see.. was off on Monday, coz was still puking my guts out. Gotten MC .... gave my supervisor a scare because the Wednesday before I was having diarrhoea (don't ask me why I'm so prone to food poisoning or diarrhoea, I have no idea!!). She must've thought that I was taking fake MC. But for the fact that I am really sick and all, I can't be bothered to explain everything


As usual, working for the rest of the week non stop. Heaps of things to follow up and clear. Oh ya, highlight of the week... i WENT TO THE PLANETSHAKERS CONCERT!!! To tell the truth, I do not know any of the songs that they sang last nite, i.e Thursday, 10 November 2005, but it was still awesome man. This is the first time I went to their concert, did not go last year. THe music is loud, louder than the usual ones that I listen to, but it wasn't really the music that captivated me, it was the lyrics in the song. Just awesome lo. Not only that, I love wat was shared by Ps Russell Evans. Many of us are living in a religious box. But Christianity is not about being religious, it's not a religious, it's a relationship with the Living God!!!! I have to admit that sometimes I fall back into that category and sometimes it's hard to climb back right up... but you know what, as long as we take that step of faith, choose the box breaker (JESUS), we are out of it man. I totally agree with what was shared! Seriously...


Not only that, I saw YF! I never expected to see her there!! Seriously... and it was so funny coz she was just sitting a row in front of me! Man, God must've planned it. I didn't expect to see any of my friends there, given the fact that there's thousands of ppl there (I think)... The minute I walked up to her and call her, she almost wanted to scream! haha.. but she managed to withheld it. But afterwards, we were both so joyous that we kept hugging each other and screaming.. so excited, like two little kids!! haha.. I think ppl around us must be wondering what's going on with the two of us.. she was with her cell group as well.. her young'uns... kekek... she called them her babies.. man, suddenly I felt so old! haha, I think they're just like beginning of high school man. But it was cool. Can't remember all their names, but I remember saying this when I was leaving.. "Bye Kids!!" man.. it came out so automatically.. hahahah


Tonight is the final nite, but I wont be going to the concert, because it's my dad's birthday. There's family dinner tonite, but it's cool, I am glad that I went last night.


Man, there's heaps that I've written. Think that's all for now ya. Time to call it off. Got some stuff to do dee.

Holiday ended

Wat a way to end the week of holiday. Suspiscious of some kind of food that I've taken, tummy ain't feeling all too well. Sensing the symptoms of food poisoning (tummy ache to the extent of cramp, the need to go toilet). But thankfully, am feeling better now. Took some of my previous medication.

Realised that I have been having quite a few incidents of food poisoning since I came back from Australia. Weird, but then again, my tummy have not been quite agreeable through out my life.

Tomorrow is back to work again. Wondered if things will be as hectic or not. Know that today, the road would be jam again. Gotta wake up earlier tomorrow morning if I wana survive the jam... sigh... think of it makes me tired...

But then again, thinking of the past few days has been enjoyable. Friends from singapore and hong kong came over for a visit! Went to places that I seldom go, tried some good food, met up with some friends that have not met for quite a while.. things were good.