Feeling a bit sad at times. Am I walking away from my faith? Am I just putting a face? Sometimes I wonder. I need help and encouragement in my walk, yet whom am I to seek for this? I don't know who to approach in church. Feeling weird in church, like not so welcome, yet I am invited to be involved in so many things in church. Is it wrong of me to be like this? I want my life back, where I can put God first, yet it's like I'm trying to get away from all these... help, I truly need help.. I feel like a hypocrite...