Running in my head today:
No greater love than this
That You lay down Your life
For someone such as me
I'd spend a lifetime wondering why
The beauty of heaven is here in my heart
And I know there can be
No greather love, than this........
Friday, April 30, 2004
Okay, it's been like ages since I've like really updated this blog and I think I had better.. such a lag.. gosh, turning to be more like duckie these days, always procrastinating, not getting things done, and etc. This is bad man.
Okay, interesting things in the office. I've been making phone calls to people in the UK and it's interesting to hear their slangs. I for one picked up a phone call to which I have no idea what the other party is say. Gosh, that was like super scary coz I had to ask her to repeat and she doesn't sound happy about it. Nevertheless, someone was around and thus, the phone was passed on.. PHew!!... Made other phone calls and some are really nice. But yet, there is always still a moment of fear when you pick up the phone to call, not knowing if they other party is friendly, not knowing if you will understand what they are saying (their accents are a lot more heavier than Australians!!! aw mannnn). But I guess it's something that I need to get used to, as I will be making calls more often in the future due to the case they we are handling. However, we will attend some call coaching sessions whereby we will listen to our own conversations (aw man, I don't want to hear my own voice... coz i know i stuttered a lot!!) and will get some pointers on how to improve the way I converse on the phone. OH well, I don't think I will pick up their accents but I guess I will need to improve on being more professional on the phone. Looking forward for those call coaching too, coz then I can learn something new everyday.
Was kinda stressed out today, reason being we were told that we might have to go to work again on Monday, which is supposed to be a public holiday to work. Our work queues are quite high. Oh, we have a certain amounts of cases that we need to complete in a day and it seems that we are not up to it, hence there are a lot of cases from past days which we should have cleared off earlier. My friend and I decided to try to clear one queue today and both of us managed to do it, not leaving out some of the other people who picked up some of the cases from that queue along the way. We have managed to clear the queue, but we are still not sure as to whether we are to come back to work on Monday or not. Hopefully we won't have to as I want to rest during this break. It's like the only time that I have to take a break off everything and to stay at home and rest. I have seriously not been doing that for a long long time. Work can really take up your time, and also weekends, being the only time which you can spend with friends and family, it'll be totally packed. But I am thankful for those few hours of rest that I do get. Weekend is here soon and I can't wait to rest man.
My trainer, Allan, who is from Uk will be leaving home next Friday. I will miss him dearly, as he has been a very good trainer. He is one patient guy, no matter how rude some of my colleagues were to him, he maintained his cool and patience. I totally salute him for it, coz for me I know I won't have this kind of patience in me. Him, being only a year older than me but yet so well versed in his job, amazes me a lot. I will truly miss him, for this might be the only chance that he is here in his whole life. Am glad that we are able to hang out together at times and to spend time getting to know each other. Truly am glad for this opportunity to know someone.
A lot of things has happened in my life for the past few weeks and it's hard for me to bring them all up and put it down in words. Sometimes I can't remember all of them too. But I am thankful for every moment and every opportunity that came my way, that I am able to stand firm and stand strong now, to be able to be myself and to be the person that I am. Although I am still young and I am still learning, I believe that it is up to us to take up the opportunities and challenges that comes our way. I might be young, but I know life won't wait for us and we must take up every opportunity to do what we want and what we wish to. We can day dream and all, but to be able to fulfill them would be the most satisfying thing in the world for me.
In some ways I know I am growing to be a more mature person. I am not different for those who know me. I am still as playful, and naughty and as hyper. But yet, there is a sense in me that I know I am different in some ways, that I am no longer just that girl who likes to play and etc, but also a girl who knows that there is more to life. I know that the way I'm living my life right now is not really what I want, but for now, I am content with what I am doing. When the time comes, I know I will take every opportunity given to me and I will move on, to continue to take up the challenges and to continue to grow to be the person that I know God wants me to be.
I am still learning...and I will learn till the day I die... one wish that I will always want it to come through, that is to be able to learn and to grow....
Sigh.. crapping liao.. duno what I am writing liao. I will stop here. It might take me another few weeks before I update myself here, or maybe I will actually write again tomorrow, who knows.. but feel free to visit this page and feel free to let me know what is in your mind. God bless everyone who comes upon this site. May you feel the blessings that God wants to pour out to you.
p/s: to all my friends, I remember you and I miss you guys heaps. Take good care of yourself and I hope to see you all again soon... with love from my heart always... muaksss
Okay, interesting things in the office. I've been making phone calls to people in the UK and it's interesting to hear their slangs. I for one picked up a phone call to which I have no idea what the other party is say. Gosh, that was like super scary coz I had to ask her to repeat and she doesn't sound happy about it. Nevertheless, someone was around and thus, the phone was passed on.. PHew!!... Made other phone calls and some are really nice. But yet, there is always still a moment of fear when you pick up the phone to call, not knowing if they other party is friendly, not knowing if you will understand what they are saying (their accents are a lot more heavier than Australians!!! aw mannnn). But I guess it's something that I need to get used to, as I will be making calls more often in the future due to the case they we are handling. However, we will attend some call coaching sessions whereby we will listen to our own conversations (aw man, I don't want to hear my own voice... coz i know i stuttered a lot!!) and will get some pointers on how to improve the way I converse on the phone. OH well, I don't think I will pick up their accents but I guess I will need to improve on being more professional on the phone. Looking forward for those call coaching too, coz then I can learn something new everyday.
Was kinda stressed out today, reason being we were told that we might have to go to work again on Monday, which is supposed to be a public holiday to work. Our work queues are quite high. Oh, we have a certain amounts of cases that we need to complete in a day and it seems that we are not up to it, hence there are a lot of cases from past days which we should have cleared off earlier. My friend and I decided to try to clear one queue today and both of us managed to do it, not leaving out some of the other people who picked up some of the cases from that queue along the way. We have managed to clear the queue, but we are still not sure as to whether we are to come back to work on Monday or not. Hopefully we won't have to as I want to rest during this break. It's like the only time that I have to take a break off everything and to stay at home and rest. I have seriously not been doing that for a long long time. Work can really take up your time, and also weekends, being the only time which you can spend with friends and family, it'll be totally packed. But I am thankful for those few hours of rest that I do get. Weekend is here soon and I can't wait to rest man.
My trainer, Allan, who is from Uk will be leaving home next Friday. I will miss him dearly, as he has been a very good trainer. He is one patient guy, no matter how rude some of my colleagues were to him, he maintained his cool and patience. I totally salute him for it, coz for me I know I won't have this kind of patience in me. Him, being only a year older than me but yet so well versed in his job, amazes me a lot. I will truly miss him, for this might be the only chance that he is here in his whole life. Am glad that we are able to hang out together at times and to spend time getting to know each other. Truly am glad for this opportunity to know someone.
A lot of things has happened in my life for the past few weeks and it's hard for me to bring them all up and put it down in words. Sometimes I can't remember all of them too. But I am thankful for every moment and every opportunity that came my way, that I am able to stand firm and stand strong now, to be able to be myself and to be the person that I am. Although I am still young and I am still learning, I believe that it is up to us to take up the opportunities and challenges that comes our way. I might be young, but I know life won't wait for us and we must take up every opportunity to do what we want and what we wish to. We can day dream and all, but to be able to fulfill them would be the most satisfying thing in the world for me.
In some ways I know I am growing to be a more mature person. I am not different for those who know me. I am still as playful, and naughty and as hyper. But yet, there is a sense in me that I know I am different in some ways, that I am no longer just that girl who likes to play and etc, but also a girl who knows that there is more to life. I know that the way I'm living my life right now is not really what I want, but for now, I am content with what I am doing. When the time comes, I know I will take every opportunity given to me and I will move on, to continue to take up the challenges and to continue to grow to be the person that I know God wants me to be.
I am still learning...and I will learn till the day I die... one wish that I will always want it to come through, that is to be able to learn and to grow....
Sigh.. crapping liao.. duno what I am writing liao. I will stop here. It might take me another few weeks before I update myself here, or maybe I will actually write again tomorrow, who knows.. but feel free to visit this page and feel free to let me know what is in your mind. God bless everyone who comes upon this site. May you feel the blessings that God wants to pour out to you.
p/s: to all my friends, I remember you and I miss you guys heaps. Take good care of yourself and I hope to see you all again soon... with love from my heart always... muaksss
Monday, April 19, 2004
Name : Wong Sue Anne
Would you ever date someone younger than you?:
I guess
Someone Older:
I guess so too
Ever been drunk:
No...
Been in love:
Yeah, with God.. does that count?
Loved someone who you knew you couldn't have:
I guess so, it hurts heaps too
Gotten in a car accident:
Yeah, I did.. but it was minor, so it's okay lar.. the guy was nice oso
Broken a bone:
Nope, but I've sprained my ankle before.. and that was bad man
Had your heart broken:
Nope
Last time you said I love you to someone:
Recently to my dear little coiusin... but if you say to that special someone, i have yet to find onelor
Last time you cried:
Quite recent too, during my struggles
Last time you laughed:
Today... keke..I'm also always laughing and smiling
Where do you see yourself in 10 years:
does it really matter? I really don't care.. not an ambitious person
What age do you see yourself married at?:
I'll leave that to God.. let Him decide
Describe your dream wedding:
dream wedding... to be married to the person that loves me is joy and happiness itself..
wedding is just a ceremony.. marriage is life.... and i think looking at marriage is more important
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? :
No...
If you could dye your hair one color what would
it be:
Erm.. i like red... and I think it'll look nice on me too...
Have you ever been skinny-dipping? :
Nope... don't think I'll ever will
Do you eat chicken with fingers or with a fork?
Depends on what kind of chicken... kfc mebe fingerslar.. others not rililar
Would you rather give or receive?
I would prefer to do both... but sometimes in life and in reality, I would receive more than I givelor.. am learning to give more than receive
How many homes have you lived in?:
Home, I have two in Malaysia and one is Gippy... gippy.. home amongst my dearest friends!
One pillow or two?:
Two.. keke.. actually I have more than that in my own room...
Do you get along with your parents?:
In the past not really, but now okay lor
Do you drive?:
Yeap, most malaysians do drive btw
Whats your fav. colors?
I like red.. and these days I have a lot of pink top! kill me ar...
Do you work?
Yea, been working for two months liao. Not too bad lar
Whats your favorite food:
Erm, duno, but I know I am very choosy in the food that I eat lor
How many guys/girls have you kissed:
Every time I see a little boy and little girl (especially babies) I kiss them! they are so cute, so wonderful and so innocent
When was the last time you went on a date:
Erm, never?
Have you ever got in serious trouble?
Ya, I was extremely naughty when I was younger, but a bit tamelar.. but am still nottielar!!!!!!!
Why is the sky blue:
It's plainly God's creation
Who was your first crush:
paiseh to mention it lor
Are you the romantic type:
I think I am...
Have you ever been chased by cops?
Nope
What's a secret you've never told anyone:
I've shared mine with a wonderful friend....
Would you ever date someone younger than you?:
I guess
Someone Older:
I guess so too
Ever been drunk:
No...
Been in love:
Yeah, with God.. does that count?
Loved someone who you knew you couldn't have:
I guess so, it hurts heaps too
Gotten in a car accident:
Yeah, I did.. but it was minor, so it's okay lar.. the guy was nice oso
Broken a bone:
Nope, but I've sprained my ankle before.. and that was bad man
Had your heart broken:
Nope
Last time you said I love you to someone:
Recently to my dear little coiusin... but if you say to that special someone, i have yet to find onelor
Last time you cried:
Quite recent too, during my struggles
Last time you laughed:
Today... keke..I'm also always laughing and smiling
Where do you see yourself in 10 years:
does it really matter? I really don't care.. not an ambitious person
What age do you see yourself married at?:
I'll leave that to God.. let Him decide
Describe your dream wedding:
dream wedding... to be married to the person that loves me is joy and happiness itself..
wedding is just a ceremony.. marriage is life.... and i think looking at marriage is more important
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? :
No...
If you could dye your hair one color what would
it be:
Erm.. i like red... and I think it'll look nice on me too...
Have you ever been skinny-dipping? :
Nope... don't think I'll ever will
Do you eat chicken with fingers or with a fork?
Depends on what kind of chicken... kfc mebe fingerslar.. others not rililar
Would you rather give or receive?
I would prefer to do both... but sometimes in life and in reality, I would receive more than I givelor.. am learning to give more than receive
How many homes have you lived in?:
Home, I have two in Malaysia and one is Gippy... gippy.. home amongst my dearest friends!
One pillow or two?:
Two.. keke.. actually I have more than that in my own room...
Do you get along with your parents?:
In the past not really, but now okay lor
Do you drive?:
Yeap, most malaysians do drive btw
Whats your fav. colors?
I like red.. and these days I have a lot of pink top! kill me ar...
Do you work?
Yea, been working for two months liao. Not too bad lar
Whats your favorite food:
Erm, duno, but I know I am very choosy in the food that I eat lor
How many guys/girls have you kissed:
Every time I see a little boy and little girl (especially babies) I kiss them! they are so cute, so wonderful and so innocent
When was the last time you went on a date:
Erm, never?
Have you ever got in serious trouble?
Ya, I was extremely naughty when I was younger, but a bit tamelar.. but am still nottielar!!!!!!!
Why is the sky blue:
It's plainly God's creation
Who was your first crush:
paiseh to mention it lor
Are you the romantic type:
I think I am...
Have you ever been chased by cops?
Nope
What's a secret you've never told anyone:
I've shared mine with a wonderful friend....
Sunday, April 18, 2004
Have a good time shopping today, managed to get some of the things that I want at a bargain, hence din overspend... keke..
For those who is wondering how has my life been, I can tell you that it is good. Work is fine, am enjoying myself and learning more and more each day. AS for my social life, it's ok I guess, being one that isn't so talkative at times, I have friends around me that is good to me and treats me well. As for my heart, though it feels lonely at times, I do still thank all friends for being there for me. Still miss my life in Australia, miss my friends in Australia too, and those of my friends whom I am very close with but are distanced by so many things...love you all man. But I believe I can move on, this does not mean that I will forget you all, but it means that you all will always be in my heart but I wil carry myself and be happier.
Aih.. I am crapping liao, don't think I am making sense, even for myself. Nonetheless, life is good at the moment and there's nothing that I want to destroy it. But sometimes I guess one would yearn for more in life, and that is what I feel sometimes in my life.
For those who is wondering how has my life been, I can tell you that it is good. Work is fine, am enjoying myself and learning more and more each day. AS for my social life, it's ok I guess, being one that isn't so talkative at times, I have friends around me that is good to me and treats me well. As for my heart, though it feels lonely at times, I do still thank all friends for being there for me. Still miss my life in Australia, miss my friends in Australia too, and those of my friends whom I am very close with but are distanced by so many things...love you all man. But I believe I can move on, this does not mean that I will forget you all, but it means that you all will always be in my heart but I wil carry myself and be happier.
Aih.. I am crapping liao, don't think I am making sense, even for myself. Nonetheless, life is good at the moment and there's nothing that I want to destroy it. But sometimes I guess one would yearn for more in life, and that is what I feel sometimes in my life.
Friday, April 9, 2004
Went to a friend's blog and saw this. FEeling bored so i gave it a try.. any comments guys???
You Are a Peppermint Cappuccino
You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new.
However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like.
You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation.
You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please
Sounds like me, but yet it doesn't.. keke.. well, feel free to comment
You Are a Peppermint Cappuccino
You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new.
However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like.
You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation.
You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please
Sounds like me, but yet it doesn't.. keke.. well, feel free to comment
Things are running ahead of me. So many activities, so many involvement, but am I really ready for them? I need a break away from all things, can't take it anymore. How I wish I have someone whom I can let out all my feelings, but yet it's hard to find one. Being able to find a person whom I can share things with ain't easy. Finding it more and more difficult to do so these days. Wonder how I am going to handle things..
Dilemma, thoughts, figures... whatever the heck they are
Dilemma, thoughts, figures... whatever the heck they are
Saturday, April 3, 2004
Thanks for the encouragement my dear friends. Thank you for your support and thank you for your love. Though things are still difficult for me but I thank God for friends like you. I don't know what to say and I don't know what to do, but I know that I am blessed to have friends like you. I will try my best..
Thank you for the song didi, it reminds me of a lot of things. How I wish that I will be able to listen to Chris and you sing this song to me, but sadly, we're too far apart... but thank you for the reminder. a pure thought that I will hold on at all times.
Thank you for the song didi, it reminds me of a lot of things. How I wish that I will be able to listen to Chris and you sing this song to me, but sadly, we're too far apart... but thank you for the reminder. a pure thought that I will hold on at all times.
Friday, April 2, 2004
Tears falling down my cheeks
As I listen to your song
Will you love Jesus more
Reminds me of the moments
When I do
Yet now, I wonder why
And I wonder how
Did my love became so cold
My heart became so hard
Will I love Him more?
Will I even love Him at all
Tears still fall
Listening to that song
So overwhelming
Will I love Him more
I wonder
As I listen to your song
Will you love Jesus more
Reminds me of the moments
When I do
Yet now, I wonder why
And I wonder how
Did my love became so cold
My heart became so hard
Will I love Him more?
Will I even love Him at all
Tears still fall
Listening to that song
So overwhelming
Will I love Him more
I wonder
Feeling a bit sad at times. Am I walking away from my faith? Am I just putting a face? Sometimes I wonder. I need help and encouragement in my walk, yet whom am I to seek for this? I don't know who to approach in church. Feeling weird in church, like not so welcome, yet I am invited to be involved in so many things in church. Is it wrong of me to be like this? I want my life back, where I can put God first, yet it's like I'm trying to get away from all these... help, I truly need help.. I feel like a hypocrite...
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