Wednesday, June 16, 2004

Don't think I am fully as per what's written, but it's cool



Air
Your element is Air: Carefree, lovable, fun and
childish. Arent you cute! Your just full of
childhood spunk and happiness! Hey who said
being young was a bad thing? You have a keen
understanding of whats good in life and choose
to remain happy rather than get too upset over
things. Life is fun, who wants to be troubled
by grown-up problems? Being as capable of love
as you are you will make a wonderful parent if
and when you choose to grow up. Love is a
mystery because you only want friends not love
interests, games are better than relationships
with the opposite sex. You have what everyone
is searching for, that so called 'fountain of
youth' deep inside. You can come across as
naive and childish at times. But who cares what
they think, lets go play tag!



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Sunday, June 13, 2004

Realisation



Come to realise a lot of things today. Hard to put some into words, but it hit me lor. I went to this Youth Moral Purity class in church today. I was really dreading it, coz I was pretty tired and slept late (my fault). I woke up late too, but it was still before the thing. I was kinda bored when I was at the class, but a lot of the things that the Pastor talk about make me realise some things in life. We're not perfect and we can never be perfect on our own. But Jesus is perfect and in His perfection He gave us life so that we can share His perfection. And I wish that the video part of the class be shown to every student in high school. It's so educational. Everything hits to the point. It's really good and it's really a wake up call to people. We might think that HIV is the most feared thing in the world, but I can tell you, there's far worse thing that spreads..STDs can kill. Not only that, it will kill your unborn child. Women will be sterile and can never have children, and these are facts and these are the truth. For those who think that condom can protect you from that. WAKE UP!! It does not.... condom is made out of plastic and it is totally imperfect! There's heaps and heaps of holes in it. Sperms might not get through, but bacteria does!!! And it will be with you at all times!! You'll carry these bacterias, aka STD!!! with you for the rest of your lives. You'll also spread it to your partner or partners every time you have sex with them! These are statistics and these are facts! HELLO EVERYONE! TIME TO WAKE UP!!



You think everyone is having sex... think again! Wake Up!! Don't be pressured into it. That's not the fact. I know heaps of people who aren't doing it. And please, sleeping with that person won't keep him/her with you... knock knock!! be real. If he truly loves you, do you think he'll even ask you for it? He'll respect you for who you are and your stand. Come on man, do you need it so desperately?



Sex is beautiful and it's wonderful! No one can deny that. God created that! But hey, HELLO!! He created it in the boundaries of marriage. He created sex so that we can be productive, to produce children! Don't be stupid okay? Your virginity is the best gift you can give to your husband/wife to be! Think about it, do you want to compare your husband/wife to those you've have had sex before? Well, you'll do it. And you will dread it! Can you imagine having intimacy with your husband but yet thinking of someone else? and husbands, you thinking of someone else when you are with your wife?



Really do hope ya all who read this realise this for a fact. I pray that God will let people see and that people will come to know.

Saturday, June 12, 2004

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Tarzan!



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Monday, June 7, 2004

God, I wish I can praise and worship You as I've had when I was in Gippy. I needed it. Oh God...I wish to sing, to sing and sing for You. But Lord...
Can't Live a Day

from "In a Different Light"



I could live life alone

And never fill the longings of my heart

The healing warmth of someone's arms

And I could live without dreams

And never know the thrill of what could be

With every star so far and out of reach

I could live without many things

And I could carry on, but



I couldn't face my life tomorrow

Without Your hope in my heart I know

I can't live a day without You

Lord, there's no night and there's no morning

Without Your loving arms to hold me

You're the heartbeat of all I do

I can't live a day without You



I could travel the world

See all the wonders beautiful and new

They'd only make me think of You

And I could have all life offers

Riches that were far beyond compare

To grant my every wish without a care

Oh, I could do anything, oh yes

But if You weren't in it all



Jesus, I live because You live

You're like the air I breathe

Oh Jesus, oh, I have because You give

You're everything to me





Tuesday, June 1, 2004

Fit Only For The Fire



If anyone does not remain in me, he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned. John 15:6



Fit only for the Fire

Early each spring the trees in the orchard are checked. Dead branches are sawn off, piled up, and then ignited. What a sad sight those brush piles burning at the edge of the orchards are.



Can't you almost see the heavenly gardener at work? Carefully he checks each branch. One appears to be dying, but he doesn't saw it off at once. Patiently he waits and tries repairing it. But finally the last trace of life is gone, and he saws off the dead branch. To the fire it goes.



Note carefully, though, how Jesus describes those dead branches. He doesn't say, "If anyone has no fruit," but "if anyone does not remain in me." The lack of connection with the Savior makes one a dead branch in the eyes of the heavenly gardener. The dead branches are those in whose hearts is no faith in Christ. His life-giving sap doesn't run through them, and as a result there can be no fruit in their lives. The fault lies not with the Vine, but with the branch and its connections to the Vine. I may not always be able to spot the dead branch, but the gardener knows. He who sees the heart makes no mistakes. He knows which branches are dead and saws accordingly.



How sad that brushfire in hell will be. On the other hand, how thankful I should be that God has grafted me in faith to Jesus and made me a living branch in the Vine.



Please, Lord, for your love's sake, always keep me there. Amen.



This passage from the bible has been presented to me quite often. Does it mean something to me. Yes, I think it does. I'm still trying to come to terms to it. Sigh, this is gona be hard man. Need to examine my heart and pass all the distraction in my heart to Him. Else, I would never be able to stand up again, but be miserable throughout my whole life. That is really something that I don't want. Father, I pray that You will heal this branch here, heal my heart and give me life once again. This I pray and beg of You, AmEn...
It seems like the blogging topic is the in thing now in Malaysia. Within the vast two weeks' time, I've read articles regarding blogs, blogging and blogsters.. that's us man. Today's topic focus mainly on Malaysian, stating that it's a platform for us to voice out and etc. But I think in reality this has exist for a long long time. In the past, when there's no internet, I believe some ppl have been "blogging".. in the sense that they journal down their feelings and etc. Yet, the difference now is people can read our blogs, can read our feelings, the stuff happening to us and all. It's interesting how the article put it together. I wonder if they know that there are a bunch of us blogging now, students and ex-students of Gippsland. Would be interesting if they do find out :D



Today I am off, no work, as it's a bank holiday is UK. At first I thought, maybe I can now have a chance to rest at home. But later on I found out that my mom is not working because I was not. I felt bad, coz though we went out, I don't really feel like going out. I haven't been home much and I know that she misses me a lot. Things are kinda hard now, being back here in Malaysia, yet not being home. Sigh, things are really complicated in my life in some ways, hard to explain it all in one short. But I guess those who know me before I went to Australia knew of my lifestyle and the houses where I stayed on and all.



Went to One Utama and bought some of the things that I really want. However, I am yet to be able to find the album Cover the Earth by Lakewood Live. Sigh.. I am really looking forward to getting the CD to find out if it's really as good as Chris has said it. Nevertheless, I bought the album by Altered Frequency, a local band. Their music are good man! Well, at least to me. There are a couple of songs that hit you straight at your heart. Can't to listen to those specific songs. Not a waste of time indeed. But I did spend a lot today.. gosh.. better stop meself before I go crazy... ekke