Friday, October 28, 2005

Thank God it's Friday!

Been working hard, trying to do as much as I could, to do up my work and all. Praise the Lord, things has been going ok. There's heaps of cases that seems to be so tough and all, but my supervisor has been very helpful. Am thankful that she's around to help me.

Tomorrow's Saturday... Guy Sebastian and his church's worship team is gracing Malaysia.. I'll be going to the evening service and concert at FGA KL. Hope it'll be cool. Hm... btw, I'm going not because of Him ler.. I just want to go to the concert. The next one would be Planetshakers in November... sounds cool man.. can't wait for a chance to sing worship songs and praise the Lord with other Christians around Klang Valley!!! woo HOOO

Hm... find that time does pass us by very fast. It's been almost two years since I'm working and there's not much changes happening in my life. WEird, to think that you're getting older by the year, and not feeling the time passing you by.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Maybe it's just myself. Or maybe it's something else. Work ain't becoming easy at all. Sometimes find that things are so tough to overcome at work. Work is like slaving at the moment. This is not good, I do know it. Work is not sustained through prayer. Everyday, pray for God's strength and peace when I go to work.



In honesty, I am grateful to have a job that provides for me financially. But maybe... this is not all that there is in life. I don't want to just work for money, but I want to feel passionate about what I'm doing.



Lord, I'm going leave this into Your hands. Let me know if this is where You want me to be at the moment. Grant me peace at heart if it is so. If not, Lord, I pray that You'll open the doors for me to move on.
have just changed blog skin. Do give me feedback ya.. wana know if things are cool with the new skin. neways, this is just on trial basis.. ur comments would mean whether to maintain or to change..

but in the meanwhile, i'm dead tired! arghh.. gotta wake up for work again tmw.. sigh.. wednesday

Wednesday, October 5, 2005

Yet to really start work although it's already past 1030am. Am so tired, I think partly due to my lack of sleep last night. For some strange reasons, I haven't been able to sleep much for the past few days, since Monday to be exact. Have no idea why, but I do know that I needed the rest. Have been trying to sleep at around 11 plus, but doesn't seem to work, coz I am such a late sleeper! What a bad habit, sigh.. gotta change but.. hard man. haha, oh well... will try nonetheless...

Job seems to be getting suckier. Sigh, shitty things happening in the office and all. Always getting bad news. Although I like to help people, but this is not giving me the kick, but rather, I feel that I'm always stressed out due to the things I have to handle. Contemplating on changing my job, and have been looking around a little. But then again, it boils down to these few questions.

1. Is it time to move on (a question I ask God)?
2. Where does he want me to move on to?
3. What kind of job should I be looking for?

Sigh, hard to answer these questions.

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Why are some people the way they are? Am so upset with a friend's (let's call her A) boyfriend (he's B).. found that from another girlfriend (she'll b C) of mine that he is actually seeing another girl behind A. A doesn't know it and thinks that things are alright between the two of them. Sigh, I really don't know what to do. Is it wrong to confront her? Was talking to a friend about gossips and my view on it... didn't realise that it would hit so close to home. Not the gossip part, but my view on the matter. If you know something for a fact, then it's alright to tell someone (not everyone, mind you) of the truth. If you think that a lie is spreading, we should step up and confront and find out the truth.

In this matter, it's confirmed that he's seeing another girl, coz C's boyfriend saw him face to face during the daytime holding another girl's hand. C's boyfriend met B once before, hence I do not doubt the truth from both of them. C and I are so worried for A. We came to a conclusion to let her know of this, because we don't want her to get hurt in the end. It is probably for the best, because we suspect this is not the first time it has happened, but just that he was not caught before. It may seem like we're picking on him... but I just don't want to see A hurt so badly again. Sigh... sometimes do find that ppl can be plain cruel

Saturday, October 1, 2005

So many postings, so many blogs around, ppl do get addicted to blogging ya.

Was reading some other fellow brothers n sisters' blog.. thinking about them a lil.. makes me wonder about a lot of things.

Ppl, I hope you'll learn to continue to grow in the Lord, dun let anyone put you down and tell u otherwise. Be strong, be faithful, you can do IT!!!

hm.. prob jes crapping ere, oh well