Earthquake in Malaysia

An earthquake hits Malaysia early this morning a little later after 12 am. It was so bad that everyone in the condo where I am staying evacuated. It lasted for quite a while, for after a few minutes after I came down, people were still running down. It was really scary to feel things around you shaking, and it's not those minor shaking. It's a shake that will not allow you to stand still. A colleague of mine couldn't even stand when the earthquake hits. It was that disorienting.

Malaysia was said to be one of the safest area when it comes to earthquake, because we weren't supposed to get earthquake. But reality hits, nature is changing its course and habit. People of the world, I think it's time we wake up from our slumber.

It seems that the second one hit at around 2 something.

Today, at around 2.30pm another bout of tremor was felt by the people in Malaysia. Am still in the office, we weren't called to evacuate even though the building next to us was called to. I have to say this, I'm scared...

Father Lord, please calm me down, I'm scared, I'm truly scared. But I don't want to panic, because I know it's not going to help. Please of Prince of Peace, let me feel peace in my heart. Don't let fear take hold of me.

Matthew 24: 3-8
3As Jesus was sitting on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to him privately. “Tell us,” they said, “when will this happen, and what will be the sign of your coming and of the end of the age?”

4Jesus answered: “Watch out that no one deceives you. 5For many will come in my name, claiming, ‘I am the Christ,[a]’ and will deceive many. 6You will hear of wars and rumors of wars, but see to it that you are not alarmed. Such things must happen, but the end is still to come. 7Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be famines and earthquakes in various places. 8All these are the beginning of birth pains.

This are all just the beginning of birth pains... it is just the beginning...

TotaLLy INSANE!

My goodness, this is like totally insane! Guess what time I reached the office today.. 735AM!!!! ARgggghhhhhhh....Last night, I've decided to car pool with my aunt cause I don't intend to work OT today... kinda tired and all.. so I ended waking up at 6 something (i have a feeling I woke UP at 630am!) Usually (the last time round when I was still carpooling with her), I'll arrive at the office roughly at 8 plus. But today is insane!!! Argghh... I think my lacking of half an hour's sleep will cause havoc in the office!! Let's hope I don't go extremely siao todayyy...NUTSSSSSS.. I still can't believe it!

Sweet Sweet bed... *sob sob*

You're Most Like The Season Spring ...

Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.

Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)


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gosh... am i rili spring?? hahah

God is great, He is awesome! I'm speechless when I come before Him, before His majesty and glory, magnificence and splendour. Amazing, amazing!

Am very thankful that Edward invited for the Freedom programme. It made me realise a lot of things that in my life. It made me realise what's withholding me from growing with God, it makes me realise the pain, the hurt that's buried so deep inside of me is affecting my life, my growth.

It feels great letting them out. It hurts, it hurts so much when the pain, the pain that's buried deep, deep in your heart starts coming out. But God is amazing, He know just the right word, just the right time to say them out. Thank you Lord, for telling me that I am worthy, for telling me that I am loved, always, always loved, and that I am a beautiful creation of yours. It meant so much, have heard so much hurtful words.. and now, to hear such beautiful words from you, makes me crumble at Your sight. So hard to believe them, but yet Lord, so wonderful and amazing to know that You care, that You care so so much for me. I really can't express how I truly feel in me. But Lord, thank you so so much for bringing me to that place, to that place where I know I can let You take hold of me, to grasp me, to hug me, to love me, to heal me.. my heart may be small, but You brought it to blossom. Thank you Lord, for your amazing love..

Amazing love, how sweet the sound
Amazing love, now flowing down
From hands and feet, that were nailed to the tree
His grace flows down it covers me

It covers me
It covers me
It covers me
And it covers me

O God, the things that he says, it hurts so badly. Doesn't he understand, doesn't he realise that he's hurting me? It hurts so much.. everytime I tell him to stop it, he thinks that I am joking. Can't for once, listen to what I'm saying. I'm telling you not to hurt me, yet you take it lightly. I told her as well, all she said was he's like that. It's shit to say that he's like that. It doesn't mean anything, stop making excuses will ya.. stop covering for him as well. Wana know why I sometimes don't care? Coz you've hurt me enough, so much that I can't care anymore. I don't have the heart to care anymore.

Lord, I pray that you'll take away this hurt and this pain that I am feeling. Thank you Lord, thank You Lord...

Sometimes some things just makes a big difference in your life. Absence truly makes your heart fond as well... sometimes there's just too many things that I'm struggling with. There's just things in my life that's pretty messed up at the moment. Sometimes I wonder, am I doing what is right? Should I continue to do what I'm doing, even though I don't really like it? Sometimes I wish that God can just tell me straight in my face.. maybe He did, but I was just not listening.

Too many things are the moment.. overwhelmed by feelings that I know I should not keep... too many things that I'm wondering at the moment. I guess ppl go through the same thing as well, especially when you take the time to slow down and think of the happenings in your life.

As I sat and reflect the past year, I realised that it was a waste, I've wasted my time on a whole heaps of things - but yet, from there too, I learn something.. I learnt that I'm never alone, that God is always with me. No matter what I was going through, no matter how hard things seem to be, how cold this world could be, all I just need is to look at Him and things would be different. Thank you Lord, for carrying me when I can't walk anymore, thank you Lord, for supporting me and most of all, for loving me even when I doubt of your existence in my life. Even at this moment, I am truly amaze that He was truly there for me for the past year, the tough year that I've faced, not on my own, but with Him!

It's already March.. time really does fly. Was very glad of the times that I was able to spend with frens whom I've not met for the past year. Makes me realise that I truly do have friends who are caring and loving... maybe this world is cruel and cold.. but with them with me, I have nothing to fear.. and most of all, there's nothing to fear because Jesus is with me as well..

There's some things that's in my heart for a long time, but I find it hard to share it out, especially here.. maybe.. in future.., but for now...adios frens