Yet to really start work although it's already past 1030am. Am so tired, I think partly due to my lack of sleep last night. For some strange reasons, I haven't been able to sleep much for the past few days, since Monday to be exact. Have no idea why, but I do know that I needed the rest. Have been trying to sleep at around 11 plus, but doesn't seem to work, coz I am such a late sleeper! What a bad habit, sigh.. gotta change but.. hard man. haha, oh well... will try nonetheless...

Job seems to be getting suckier. Sigh, shitty things happening in the office and all. Always getting bad news. Although I like to help people, but this is not giving me the kick, but rather, I feel that I'm always stressed out due to the things I have to handle. Contemplating on changing my job, and have been looking around a little. But then again, it boils down to these few questions.

1. Is it time to move on (a question I ask God)?
2. Where does he want me to move on to?
3. What kind of job should I be looking for?

Sigh, hard to answer these questions.

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Why are some people the way they are? Am so upset with a friend's (let's call her A) boyfriend (he's B).. found that from another girlfriend (she'll b C) of mine that he is actually seeing another girl behind A. A doesn't know it and thinks that things are alright between the two of them. Sigh, I really don't know what to do. Is it wrong to confront her? Was talking to a friend about gossips and my view on it... didn't realise that it would hit so close to home. Not the gossip part, but my view on the matter. If you know something for a fact, then it's alright to tell someone (not everyone, mind you) of the truth. If you think that a lie is spreading, we should step up and confront and find out the truth.

In this matter, it's confirmed that he's seeing another girl, coz C's boyfriend saw him face to face during the daytime holding another girl's hand. C's boyfriend met B once before, hence I do not doubt the truth from both of them. C and I are so worried for A. We came to a conclusion to let her know of this, because we don't want her to get hurt in the end. It is probably for the best, because we suspect this is not the first time it has happened, but just that he was not caught before. It may seem like we're picking on him... but I just don't want to see A hurt so badly again. Sigh... sometimes do find that ppl can be plain cruel

So many postings, so many blogs around, ppl do get addicted to blogging ya.

Was reading some other fellow brothers n sisters' blog.. thinking about them a lil.. makes me wonder about a lot of things.

Ppl, I hope you'll learn to continue to grow in the Lord, dun let anyone put you down and tell u otherwise. Be strong, be faithful, you can do IT!!!

hm.. prob jes crapping ere, oh well

SHOWN COMPASSION TO SHOW COMPASSION

"Jesus went through all the towns and villages, teaching in their synagogues, preaching the good news of the kingdom and healing every disease and sickness. When he saw the crowds, he had compassion on them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd." Matthew 9:35, 36

Compassion. There often isn't much of it in our dog eat dog world. Survival of the fittest. Win at all costs. Look out only for yourself. Climb the corporate ladder no matter who you have to step on. Show compassion? Ha! That's for the weak to do. Jesus had compassion on people when he lived in this compassionless world. He healed the sick and injured. Most compassionately of all, he preached and taught the good news of free forgiveness and eternal life to souls burdened by guilt and sin. You are on the receiving end of God's compassion. Before the world began, God knew your name and had chosen you to belong to him eternally. In compassion God sent his Son in the flesh to save you from the guilt and punishment of your sins. In compassion God brought you into his family through his Holy Spirit who brought you to faith. In compassion God daily protects you with his angels and provides for all your needs. In compassion God hears all your prayers and is preparing a room for you in heaven. In compassion God is working out everything that happens to you (even the bad and sad) for your eternal good. God has shown you compassion. With an appreciative heart, go and show others compassion with your words and actions. You can't heal the sick like Jesus did. But you can help ease someone's pain. Above all, you can tell a burdened soul about a compassionate and forgiving God. God, thank you for treating me daily with compassion. Help me to share your compassionate love with others. May they see your compassion and love through me. Amen.

Birthday Wish

Thank you everyone for wishing me on my birthday. You may not know it, but this simple gesture of yours touches my heart deeply and I am very very thankful that I have friends like you all. Thank you for the wonderful memories you have given to me on this joyous occasion. I pray too, that the good Lord will bless you abundantly.

I'm so glad that she's happy again, but yet, at the same time I'm worried for her. I'm glad that she's together again, but I'm worried of how things will go. Lord, I pray that you'll continue to bless her and take care of her, no matter what. I love her heaps, and I don't want to see her hurt again, but Lord, I trust in you. I trust that you will continue to watch over her, as you did over me. Take good care of her Lord.

at 2 something today, we received a call from a neighbour informing us that a thief got into our house. at that time, my parents n i were in langkawi, waiting for 5 plus to come so that we may fly home... my brother were not around that time, for there was a company's family day...

Really praise GOd, for a neighbour saw the thieft climbing into our house, and thus, alerted all the neighbours n the guards downstairs. The thief was so frightened that he did not dare to climb out. Later on, a guard climbed in and caught him. I heard that the neighbours beat him badly...

Although the ppl say nothing was stolen (they checked on him), but we found out that two mobile phones were lost, one that belonged to my mom and another is my dad's spare phone. Oh well, I still praise God that nothing else was stolen..

wat an exciting day... tired from the trip, tired from the travelling as well..... wat a day man

Realised one thing that's happening in the churches in Malaysia, well, at least in Klang Valley to be exact. There's so many youth out there who are hungry and seeking God, even youth in churches. But what's happening to the churches around? It's not the first time that I'm hearing people complaining about their own church, even for me, I do that as well. God, I'm not forsaking You, I need You more than ever, but I also need support from others to help me grow. Lord, hear the cry of the youth in this nation Lord, I pray that You'll bring revival, sweep through this land and awaken Your people Lord. We need You, we desperately need You.

Churches, rise up, look at the youth in your church, don't just wait and see.. but be ready to strive and intercede for them.. even the government claims that the youth will rise up to be the emerging leaders of this nation. Come then, pray and intercede for the youth of this nation, that they will rise up and take on the world, in God's way.

Wake up and realise, we're young, we're kinda lost, and we need guidance. We don't need everyday high, but we need everyday God. We don't really know what to do and who to turn to when we face problems, God you say. We do that, but God never says to stay away from the elders of the church. Stop rebuking our ways of praising God, but understand, this is how we release, how we say we love God, how we say we hunger for Him.

Youth of this nation, do you hunger? Then turn and look to God. Lord, hear the cry of the youth, come then and move... come then and move this nation.