So tired

I'm so tired Lord. Can I just go home and cry to release my tension? Can You show me a job that I can be passionate in doing and be joyful always.

I understanding that You are putting me in different situations so that I can learn to handle them, but Lord,.. it's getting too much Lord. Is it not time to move on? Do U want me to stay put at where I am? Is the timing not right? I noe I shouldn't question U on Ur timing, but I'm tired Lord... I rili am...