She messaged me today, asking if I'm free to meet up. Was thrilled over what she did, but then, I wasn't free, thus didn't meet up. I called her as well.. wanted to chit chat with her, but I guessed it's been too long since we've talked or chat over something, thus there wasn't anything that was conversational between us. So sad ain't it, to be so close in the past and now..it's like we're strangers.. what's more, it seems that I'm closer to our friends from afar than with her, who's close to home ....

I'm Not Underpaid

Hm, got this from friend http://yoyo.cc.monash.edu.au/~edward/MalaysiaSalaryGuide2004.pdf. Well, I don't think I'm underpaid, but hey! I should be an Executive, not Consultant! Kekek...

Today's sky very hazy - makes me think of my life, which is also hazy at the moment, blocking me from seeing what's there for my future at the moment... wonder when's it's gona fade

After Effects of Pai Tin Kong

Didn't manage to get good sleep last nite coz it was the celebration time for Hokkiens! Massive fireworks was launched at midnite sharp, and it lasted very long.. tried ignoring the noises but the launching was too near for me to have the peace to sleep. Some of the fireworks actually sounded like gunshots, was quite stunned.. sigh... twas a bad nite man...

This morning I woke up to a hazy surroundings.. the aftereffects of the fireworks last nite. Believe that the whole of klang valley was clouded by haze.. the sun, which one could see was burning brightly.. dimmed in comparison to the haze - imagine the greenhouse effects that was taking place then - scary

Today met up with Fong, Zyan, Samson, Yan and also Shelvin. Had a great time catching up and teasing and joking with them. Though it was the first time I met Shelvin, but I find that it was very enjoyable chatting with her and all. Everyone's as usual, being so silly and teasing at the same time. Zyan - for instance, is still so animated.. and I believe I laughed a lot as well.. haha.. reminded me of the good ole' days - was really fun.. didn't do much except to hang out. But the downside was I had a pretty disgusting dinner - wasting money - please dun have the don set in Oh Sushi - it's like the salt is free - food's super salty - especially miso soup - super disgusting - miss the nice ones in melbourne cbd - arghh. idiotic cooks in malaysia! Well, i won't say all though - sigh...

Was hugging everyone before we left today - was cool, seriously, u don't see it happening often in Malaysia.. ppl's like so anti hugging here..

Another day has passed me by - tmw's a new day - FRIDAY!! yay! end of the week dee.. shiok!

Another day has gone by. Officially back to work. Quite lazy, thus was hanging around at my friend's seat today and was chatting with two of my colleagues for well over half an hour. When I finally sat down to work, a friend called.. and I ended up chatting again!! HAhah.. quite fun, thank goodness my big boss still on leave, so my supervisor's cool.

It's valentines - office quite quiet as there are quite a few that's on leave... find it quite nice to work as well. Managed to leave a number of my work. It's gona be back to usual soon I guess.....

Hey, Happy Valentines everyone!

Disappointment clouds my heart at the moment, knowing for the fact that changes are happening to us, and neither of us are doing anything doing to stop those changes. Would it help, if I do something, like I did in the past? It's repeating again, you're choosing to neglect me. Maybe our lives are different now, with you doing your own things, and me here waiting... Is my waiting useless? Should I communicate my waiting to you? Would it help? I've tried, but you still choose to ignore me. Maybe it's time for me to move on...



Remember the times we've shared together, hanging out, chatting, doing nothing, doing everything together? Remember the fun teasing others together? Remember the times when we walked together... not doing anything but just walking next to each other, being silly, laughing joyously?



Remember the things we've talked about? The future, the things we want to do together and etc?? The dreaded feeling of it not happening is looming in my mind. It's saddening, knowing for the fact that you've moved on and chose to let go of our friendship. Ya know, I really do miss the times we've shared, though it was short, I still thank God for someone like you in my life.



Do you still keep me in your memories? Do you still think of me at times? Does your heart ache, like mine does when I think about the changes that's happening?



I know I can wish and hope that things will be the same again, but yet, I do doubt that happening.. life is truly a mystery that we cannot comprehend.. but friendship, to me, is a miracle.. for people to get together so well is truly a gift from God. Nevertheless, thank you for the times we've shared, for the memories we've created ... I'll cherish them forever and ever..



And now, maybe it's time to move on...

Hey everyone....



it's Chinese New Year. Those who are celebrating - Gong Hei Gong Hei - May the year ahead be a blessing to ya all and ya family -



chinese New Year - marks the 2nd year home from Australia -

Is there any changes? Well, I would say I'm working harder, achieving more in my job

Personal life is still the same.. everything's the same, but I believe that things will change slowly - we'll just wait and c