It is easier to run and to avoid, to not dig deep and look into myself. Yet Lord, circumstances, or maybe even You, are asking me to probe deeper. I am not sure Lord of what I would find inside. I am scared, I am afraid, I am uncertain, I am vulnerable. Yet on the other side of the tunnel, I know Your light shines even brighter, reaching out to me, calling me, yearning for me to draw even closer to You.
Lord, help me oh God to ask the questions that I need to ask. Help me to see what I need to see, help me to go into myself so that I can come back up alive and well, stepping into a deeper trust with You. Help me to see and fight, and know that my vulnerability will only draw You closer, the pain that I may and will experience will only pull me closer to You rather than anything else Lord.
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Start of 2011... Not a very good start for me
2011, the year that greeted me. This week was the start of my 3rd week at work, and it thoroughly didn't turn out well. Being reprimanded everyday at work sucks, and it sucks big time for me because I have no idea what exactly I am doing. Overwhelming is short to say the least for me. But being unfairly told off for my work was another! I wonder how am I going to take it. Can I survive another month here? I guess if I really can't I need to prepare to jump ship.
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