Living in a country where ppl try to show off but are too dumb to do it well and ended being looked down upon
Living in a country where ppl are just plain lazy - so much so that their asses are kicked and didn't know it
Living in a country where ppl are just being a pain in the ass and doesn't realise it
Living in a country where it makes me vomit blood interacting with these ppl
What a life - God, I beg u, pls open a door for me to leave this sickening office so that I don't have to deal with such sickening ppl and customers.
Sigh, honestly, i'd rather they be a show off and be a blardy good one instead of doing it half way and showing me how dumb you are. Man.. I have nothing to say to such ppl..
Saturday, July 22, 2006
Monday, July 17, 2006
Love
Loving someone and being in love is not easy... saw this in many of my friends' lives. People whom I thought is so blessed to find someone they love, suddenly turned around tells me, ya know, we broke up over this and that, and now.. we're once again giving each other a chance.. I'm at lost at what to say.. all I can do is just be around to listen to them and ya noe, offer comfort God's way.
It's scary knowing things like these would happen very so often.. but to face it myself, I fear I do not have such courage. I guess what they say is true, being in love is so easy, but when it comes to really loving someone, it requires so much courage and self sacrifice from both sides that .. ya know.. that's really hard.
Lord, I pray for my friends Lord, who are currently in such dilemma. We know that You are God over these relationships and I pray that You will continue to show them what You desire them to have in relationships. May You bless them and lead them, guide them and may You be Lord over them.
It's scary knowing things like these would happen very so often.. but to face it myself, I fear I do not have such courage. I guess what they say is true, being in love is so easy, but when it comes to really loving someone, it requires so much courage and self sacrifice from both sides that .. ya know.. that's really hard.
Lord, I pray for my friends Lord, who are currently in such dilemma. We know that You are God over these relationships and I pray that You will continue to show them what You desire them to have in relationships. May You bless them and lead them, guide them and may You be Lord over them.
Friday, July 14, 2006
A week filled with cough
What a week this has been. Was kinda sick last Thursday, and thinking that it was a mild thing, I did not go to see doctor. What a bad choice, I was coughing so badly come Monday that my supervisor actually asked me to go home early. Went to see a doctor then and was told I have infection. Put on medication for a few days.
The next day, after taking the prescribed medicine the night before, I woke up feeling extremely dizzy and disoriented. After getting my bearings a little, I thought I could go to work... wrong thought, after washing up my face and coming out of the toilet, I once again feeling disoriented. Feeling that something is not right, I called up the clinic that I went to (thank GOd it was a 24 hours clinic) and spoke to the doctor. He said that it's due to the medication and thus, reduced my dosage on the phone...Gave me MC for the day (which I went to take at 4 something in the evening) and proceeded to sleep! This sleep is not the normal sleep, but rather, drug induced sleep... sigh...
Nonetheless, I have a good rest on Tuesday... thinking that things would be better as the week goes on... wrong again. I was coughing the minute I stepped into the office! The ironic thing is, I'm NOT coughing when I'm at home! Must be due to the ventilation (or lack of it) in the office.. sigh.. been having serious coughing fit... bad bad... my colleague actually asked me to get MC for a few more days to recuperate.. but the thoughts of taking MC and having the need to come back and close the cases enough to cover it gives me the shivers.
One thing though, I thank God that my aunt work place is not so far from mine, hence I've been getting free rides from her. Am able to rest some to and fro work.. really thank God for that. Getting free rides means coming home early too.. and have been resting and not doing much stuff....
Tomorrow's SAturday, but am due to some training required at work. Sigh, gone is the idea that I can at least rest at home on weekends. Sunday would again be another long day for me... with class in the morning and church service later of the day. Gotta pray hard that I will get well soon.
The next day, after taking the prescribed medicine the night before, I woke up feeling extremely dizzy and disoriented. After getting my bearings a little, I thought I could go to work... wrong thought, after washing up my face and coming out of the toilet, I once again feeling disoriented. Feeling that something is not right, I called up the clinic that I went to (thank GOd it was a 24 hours clinic) and spoke to the doctor. He said that it's due to the medication and thus, reduced my dosage on the phone...Gave me MC for the day (which I went to take at 4 something in the evening) and proceeded to sleep! This sleep is not the normal sleep, but rather, drug induced sleep... sigh...
Nonetheless, I have a good rest on Tuesday... thinking that things would be better as the week goes on... wrong again. I was coughing the minute I stepped into the office! The ironic thing is, I'm NOT coughing when I'm at home! Must be due to the ventilation (or lack of it) in the office.. sigh.. been having serious coughing fit... bad bad... my colleague actually asked me to get MC for a few more days to recuperate.. but the thoughts of taking MC and having the need to come back and close the cases enough to cover it gives me the shivers.
One thing though, I thank God that my aunt work place is not so far from mine, hence I've been getting free rides from her. Am able to rest some to and fro work.. really thank God for that. Getting free rides means coming home early too.. and have been resting and not doing much stuff....
Tomorrow's SAturday, but am due to some training required at work. Sigh, gone is the idea that I can at least rest at home on weekends. Sunday would again be another long day for me... with class in the morning and church service later of the day. Gotta pray hard that I will get well soon.
Monday, June 26, 2006
3 Years of Blogging
Today marks the third year of me blogging. I know I've been doing so sporadically for probably the past couple of years, but this blog contains the many memories and incidents that has happened in my life. I would that if not for this blog, I would've forgotten the many things that has happened in my life given the fact that my memory sucks.
I never realised that time could past so fast. I could still remember the first time I blogged, having no idea what to write to still, because everyone is blogging, i followed along. Through the many ups and downs that has happened during the last three years, I am truly thankful that I am still alive and well, that I've grown to be stronger and different.
Three years is neither short nor long.. would I still be blogging 3 years down the road? I truly have no idea... but I guess at the moment, I will continue to maybe blog sporadically, whenever I feel like blogging or whenever I want to share something with everyone.
Thank you, ya all for reading my nonsensical stuff all these while and bearing with my craps and stuff...
Love ya all!
I never realised that time could past so fast. I could still remember the first time I blogged, having no idea what to write to still, because everyone is blogging, i followed along. Through the many ups and downs that has happened during the last three years, I am truly thankful that I am still alive and well, that I've grown to be stronger and different.
Three years is neither short nor long.. would I still be blogging 3 years down the road? I truly have no idea... but I guess at the moment, I will continue to maybe blog sporadically, whenever I feel like blogging or whenever I want to share something with everyone.
Thank you, ya all for reading my nonsensical stuff all these while and bearing with my craps and stuff...
Love ya all!
Monday, June 19, 2006
Temporary Removal of Tag-board
Dear all,
Due to some unsolicitated postings on my tagboard, I have decided to remove it temporarily.
Hopefully it will stop with the removal and I will get it up in a few weeks/months time.
Due to some unsolicitated postings on my tagboard, I have decided to remove it temporarily.
Hopefully it will stop with the removal and I will get it up in a few weeks/months time.
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Life revolves around work
My current life is so revolved around work that I felt like I shouldn't need to go home. Due to some changes in the office, we need to clear everything by this week and thus, I've been working OT every night for the past 3 days. No exception for today as well. Been working up to 930pm at times.. yday was the earliest that I left office, at 830pm. By the time I get home (an hour later) I was so exhausted that I can barely anything else. My night time is pretty much a touch and go, a quick shower, a quick drying of hair, and CRASH onto me bed. Thus the circle starts again.
Tonight I want to go home early though, for I would need to wake up extremely early tomorrow to get to work. We get to leave early tomorrow as there isn't much that we can do after 4pm.
Sometimes I really think that I cannot take this kind of exhaustion, but I truly thank God for being such a support for me during these times. Truly, without Him, I would've broke down and cried my heart out.
Was talking to a friend about our inner self and exterior self. This is something we've known for very long, but human being human, we're so caught up with exteriority of things that we neglect the inner persons.
One may seemed to be tough on the outside, but they may be fragile inside. Thus, never judge a book by its cover, for as you flipped through the pages of a person's life, you may uncover the many brokenness and reasons of its exterior.
Need to find time to get away from everything that is surrounding me at the moment. Need to break free from this, God help me... I want to spend more time with U.
Tonight I want to go home early though, for I would need to wake up extremely early tomorrow to get to work. We get to leave early tomorrow as there isn't much that we can do after 4pm.
Sometimes I really think that I cannot take this kind of exhaustion, but I truly thank God for being such a support for me during these times. Truly, without Him, I would've broke down and cried my heart out.
Was talking to a friend about our inner self and exterior self. This is something we've known for very long, but human being human, we're so caught up with exteriority of things that we neglect the inner persons.
One may seemed to be tough on the outside, but they may be fragile inside. Thus, never judge a book by its cover, for as you flipped through the pages of a person's life, you may uncover the many brokenness and reasons of its exterior.
Need to find time to get away from everything that is surrounding me at the moment. Need to break free from this, God help me... I want to spend more time with U.
Life revolves around work
My current life is so revolved around work that I felt like I shouldn't need to go home. Due to some changes in the office, we need to clear everything by this week and thus, I've been working OT every night for the past 3 days. No exception for today as well. Been working up to 930pm at times.. yday was the earliest that I left office, at 830pm. By the time I get home (an hour later) I was so exhausted that I can barely anything else. My night time is pretty much a touch and go, a quick shower, a quick drying of hair, and CRASH onto me bed. Thus the circle starts again.
Tonight I want to go home early though, for I would need to wake up extremely early tomorrow to get to work. We get to leave early tomorrow as there isn't much that we can do after 4pm.
Sometimes I really think that I cannot take this kind of exhaustion, but I truly thank God for being such a support for me during these times. Truly, without Him, I would've broke down and cried my heart out.
Was talking to a friend about our inner self and exterior self. This is something we've known for very long, but human being human, we're so caught up with exteriority of things that we neglect the inner persons.
One may seemed to be tough on the outside, but they may be fragile inside. Thus, never judge a book by its cover, for as you flipped through the pages of a person's life, you may uncover the many brokenness and reasons of its exterior.
Need to find time to get away from everything that is surrounding me at the moment. Need to break free from this, God help me... I want to spend more time with U.
Tonight I want to go home early though, for I would need to wake up extremely early tomorrow to get to work. We get to leave early tomorrow as there isn't much that we can do after 4pm.
Sometimes I really think that I cannot take this kind of exhaustion, but I truly thank God for being such a support for me during these times. Truly, without Him, I would've broke down and cried my heart out.
Was talking to a friend about our inner self and exterior self. This is something we've known for very long, but human being human, we're so caught up with exteriority of things that we neglect the inner persons.
One may seemed to be tough on the outside, but they may be fragile inside. Thus, never judge a book by its cover, for as you flipped through the pages of a person's life, you may uncover the many brokenness and reasons of its exterior.
Need to find time to get away from everything that is surrounding me at the moment. Need to break free from this, God help me... I want to spend more time with U.
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