My current life is so revolved around work that I felt like I shouldn't need to go home. Due to some changes in the office, we need to clear everything by this week and thus, I've been working OT every night for the past 3 days. No exception for today as well. Been working up to 930pm at times.. yday was the earliest that I left office, at 830pm. By the time I get home (an hour later) I was so exhausted that I can barely anything else. My night time is pretty much a touch and go, a quick shower, a quick drying of hair, and CRASH onto me bed. Thus the circle starts again.
Tonight I want to go home early though, for I would need to wake up extremely early tomorrow to get to work. We get to leave early tomorrow as there isn't much that we can do after 4pm.
Sometimes I really think that I cannot take this kind of exhaustion, but I truly thank God for being such a support for me during these times. Truly, without Him, I would've broke down and cried my heart out.
Was talking to a friend about our inner self and exterior self. This is something we've known for very long, but human being human, we're so caught up with exteriority of things that we neglect the inner persons.
One may seemed to be tough on the outside, but they may be fragile inside. Thus, never judge a book by its cover, for as you flipped through the pages of a person's life, you may uncover the many brokenness and reasons of its exterior.
Need to find time to get away from everything that is surrounding me at the moment. Need to break free from this, God help me... I want to spend more time with U.
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Life revolves around work
My current life is so revolved around work that I felt like I shouldn't need to go home. Due to some changes in the office, we need to clear everything by this week and thus, I've been working OT every night for the past 3 days. No exception for today as well. Been working up to 930pm at times.. yday was the earliest that I left office, at 830pm. By the time I get home (an hour later) I was so exhausted that I can barely anything else. My night time is pretty much a touch and go, a quick shower, a quick drying of hair, and CRASH onto me bed. Thus the circle starts again.
Tonight I want to go home early though, for I would need to wake up extremely early tomorrow to get to work. We get to leave early tomorrow as there isn't much that we can do after 4pm.
Sometimes I really think that I cannot take this kind of exhaustion, but I truly thank God for being such a support for me during these times. Truly, without Him, I would've broke down and cried my heart out.
Was talking to a friend about our inner self and exterior self. This is something we've known for very long, but human being human, we're so caught up with exteriority of things that we neglect the inner persons.
One may seemed to be tough on the outside, but they may be fragile inside. Thus, never judge a book by its cover, for as you flipped through the pages of a person's life, you may uncover the many brokenness and reasons of its exterior.
Need to find time to get away from everything that is surrounding me at the moment. Need to break free from this, God help me... I want to spend more time with U.
Tonight I want to go home early though, for I would need to wake up extremely early tomorrow to get to work. We get to leave early tomorrow as there isn't much that we can do after 4pm.
Sometimes I really think that I cannot take this kind of exhaustion, but I truly thank God for being such a support for me during these times. Truly, without Him, I would've broke down and cried my heart out.
Was talking to a friend about our inner self and exterior self. This is something we've known for very long, but human being human, we're so caught up with exteriority of things that we neglect the inner persons.
One may seemed to be tough on the outside, but they may be fragile inside. Thus, never judge a book by its cover, for as you flipped through the pages of a person's life, you may uncover the many brokenness and reasons of its exterior.
Need to find time to get away from everything that is surrounding me at the moment. Need to break free from this, God help me... I want to spend more time with U.
Friday, May 26, 2006
Too fast and overwhelming
Things have been happening too fast in my life.. so much so that I don't seem to be able to find the time to catch my breath.
Sometimes I feel like crying, sometimes I feel numb.. very hard to be stable and all at times as well.
OH Father God Almighty, I pray for Ur stability in me. U're my anchor, U're my hope. No matter what I am feeling, no matter what I am going through, I can only rely on U. Who can I look up to but U? Who can I seek but U in time of need?
Father Lord God, thank U for being so real in my life. Thank U for being faithful and patient with me, the stubborn person that I am. Forgive me Lord, for the wrongs I've done, forgive me for the sins I've committed. U are God, U are Holy, U are great and strong, yet, U are gentle, U are loving, U are caring and most of all, U are forgiving.
We've always beat ourselves when we did something wrong and things didn't work the way that we want it to be. Ya know, no matter what, at the end of the day, God still loves u all the same. Like the parable of the prodigal son, He awaits anxiously for us to return to Him, and when we do, He is so happy that the whole heaven are throwing a feast for US! Can u believe, one that is so unworthy to even be a servant in the house of the Father, yet, He still treats us and cares for us like the doting Father that He is.
Father God, forgive me for my sins I seek. Thank U for loving me all the same, thank U for being the loving and most caring Father that one could have in their lives. Thank U Jesus, my dearest brother and SAviour, for the gift of life U have given to me. I don't know what I can say or do that could show U how grateful that I am for this gift.. given to us without seeking any return from us, so that we may once again be loved by our Father.. I truly am eternally grateful to U.
Sometimes I feel like crying, sometimes I feel numb.. very hard to be stable and all at times as well.
OH Father God Almighty, I pray for Ur stability in me. U're my anchor, U're my hope. No matter what I am feeling, no matter what I am going through, I can only rely on U. Who can I look up to but U? Who can I seek but U in time of need?
Father Lord God, thank U for being so real in my life. Thank U for being faithful and patient with me, the stubborn person that I am. Forgive me Lord, for the wrongs I've done, forgive me for the sins I've committed. U are God, U are Holy, U are great and strong, yet, U are gentle, U are loving, U are caring and most of all, U are forgiving.
We've always beat ourselves when we did something wrong and things didn't work the way that we want it to be. Ya know, no matter what, at the end of the day, God still loves u all the same. Like the parable of the prodigal son, He awaits anxiously for us to return to Him, and when we do, He is so happy that the whole heaven are throwing a feast for US! Can u believe, one that is so unworthy to even be a servant in the house of the Father, yet, He still treats us and cares for us like the doting Father that He is.
Father God, forgive me for my sins I seek. Thank U for loving me all the same, thank U for being the loving and most caring Father that one could have in their lives. Thank U Jesus, my dearest brother and SAviour, for the gift of life U have given to me. I don't know what I can say or do that could show U how grateful that I am for this gift.. given to us without seeking any return from us, so that we may once again be loved by our Father.. I truly am eternally grateful to U.
Monday, May 15, 2006
Lord God almighty
Oh Lord my God, the King of kings and Lord of lords.
Father in heaven, I seek for more of You in my life Lord. Fill my very being with Your presence Lord. I surrender, and I don't care what others may say. I need You, without You I would've died and not have life, without You I would've been the worst person ever on earth and know no goodness, without You I would not have known such great love, with You I will be condemned!
But with You, I have found life, with You I have found love, with You I am alive, with You I have my identity, with You I have a purpose in life, with You I am forgiven, with You I am in amazed..
Thank You for life, thank You for love, thank You for the purpose, thank You for the amazement...
Father in heaven, I seek for more of You in my life Lord. Fill my very being with Your presence Lord. I surrender, and I don't care what others may say. I need You, without You I would've died and not have life, without You I would've been the worst person ever on earth and know no goodness, without You I would not have known such great love, with You I will be condemned!
But with You, I have found life, with You I have found love, with You I am alive, with You I have my identity, with You I have a purpose in life, with You I am forgiven, with You I am in amazed..
Thank You for life, thank You for love, thank You for the purpose, thank You for the amazement...
Free-Wheeling DirectorPersonality - Director
This personality test is kinda dodgy... but .. hmm... not entirely true lar.. but for fun.. kekeke
Sunday, May 14, 2006
A lil bored
Haih haih, I'm actually a little bored these days. I have no idea what did I do with my time and why it flies so fast nowadays. My day usually consist of
1. working
2. going to gym (which I have not been doing for two weeks)/ church (if needed)
3. bed
Wat a way to let my days pass by. Yet everyday I'm home I'm feeling dead tired... whatever am I gona do with myself man... haihh...
PPL... ENTERTAIN ME!!!
siao liao...
1. working
2. going to gym (which I have not been doing for two weeks)/ church (if needed)
3. bed
Wat a way to let my days pass by. Yet everyday I'm home I'm feeling dead tired... whatever am I gona do with myself man... haihh...
PPL... ENTERTAIN ME!!!
siao liao...
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