Sometimes I wonder when a person is insecure, is it mainly because of that person itself or is it past circumstances that made them insecure?



Chinese New Year is here and there isn't much going on in life at the moment. Have not been visiting my friends oso, coz duno leh, kinda lazy to go out these days. Yet I do want to meet up with friends. However some are in hometown and I don't have heaps of contacts of people whom I can meet up with lo. Somehow or other I think everyone's going out with other people and all lor...quite sian lo. Can't do much can we?



I find that people do change as time goes by. Experienced it firsthand. Duno why or how, just seems hard to communicate again with them. What's more I find some of the irritating me quite a bit, to the extent that I didn't have the mood and left the place the other day. Oh well, they are still friends nevertheless and I won't stop meeting up with them due to this minor issue. But I guess I will choose not to meet up with them so often, don't want to strain our already strained relationship. Maybe it's just mainly on my part, maybe we've changed, maybe we've not. I really don't know. Some things are better left alone I guess.

Wah lau eh! I'm extremely bored!!! Heeelllppppppp

It's Chinese New Year again! WIshing everyone a happy Chinese New Year and a joyous one too. Another year has passed and I hope ya all have fun and fond memories of last year.

Seriously I can't believe it. I don't think I like to drive anymore these days. The jam is so terrible. I was on the road most of the time today, running errands for my parents and meeting mel as we have to do marketing plan. I planned to meet her at 2pm, but due to the errands I was late. I thought I could reach her place by 2.30pm. I could have if it's not for jam Sunway to Summit USJ. I can't believe it, I was stuck there for almost 20 minutes!!! It's such a short distance and yet I was stuck there for so long. Seriously I don't have much of a desire to drive these days. I'm staying at home most of the time too, would rather spend my time doing chores and doing some reading or watching tele rather than be in the heat and being stuck in jams.

Want to say something, what to write the thoughts in my mind, yet can't find the words to explain, to describe. I miss Gippsland, I miss all my friends there. Though they are back in their respective countries and houses, I miss them dearly. Though promises made about meeting up and hanging out yet again, it's not an easy thing to do. Each of us are busy with our own things, and distance is another barrier. Will I be able to see everyone yet again? I do not know, I wonder...



Chinese New Year is less than a week away. Wish you all a happy and joyous celebration of this upcoming celebration. It entails visitation from friends and family too, so I do hope that everyone will be able to do some catching up at home and also with friends around you. Well, those in KL, do hope we can meet up yet again.

One yearns to serve

To do His will

Yet in doubt

Do we have the ability

Do we have the skills

Is our desire strong enough



What does it entail

Serving Him with all our heart

Will our desire be honoured?



Curious, afraid

In doubt

Thoughts swirling

Clouding, blocking

Can one decide on their emotions?

Can one change their feelings?

Can we hide it?

Can we mask it?



Feelings, emotions,

what are they?

Who made them?

Who created them?