hm, exam's in a few hours' time and i have yet to study. So sad! I dunoleh, it seems that i cant get anything to enter my mind. Anyway, i cant be bothered so much as i am so tired and i have so many things to read. i am not sure if i will be able to do well in my papers tomorrow but i will leave it to God to help me.



Am i worried? Not really, i duno why. It seems that my friends are more worried than me even though they studied for it. Well, thank God that i am not in a panicking mood :D

oh no! dying dying...... paper's tomorrow morning and i havent prepare for it yet!! arghh... hey, please keep me in your prayers yah! seems like i won't be sleeping tonight again!

I should be sleeping now but i am still up! It's nearly 7 in the morn and i have not slept at all. Kinda tired earlier but now am kinda awake. Sigh, i still have heaps to study ler. Two papers on d same day. Not good, havent even started studying for MPI(marketing planning n implementation) and i am only half way done with my it project management. sigh..........



exam's on thursday!!!! arghh... need to keep meself uprite! tiring...but still.... what to do.. after this thursday!! saya merdeka!!! yeahhhhhh!!!!!!!!1 but hor, for the mean time, back to studying

hm, had wanted to typed a long long post yesterday regarding my day but i was too tired to do so. Nevertheless, it was really a fun and enjoyable night. It's a very memorable night too. Am glad on a lot of things :D



Tonight though, i need to study as my papers are on thursday. Yes, i have two papers on thursday. Such bad luck, but nevertheless i don't mind as long as i'm done with it. But i need to study lor....

Tiring Day for me



What a day! So many happened today, so many happy things :D

Why do people need to be so complicated? I duno lor, I find myself seeing things and seeing people in a very straightforward way, sometimes some even say that i am naive too. Am I? maybe in some things i do see things just as they are. why want to make things so complicated? why want to make a big fuss out of a small matter?Why?? Questions again.. questions that i do not know of the answers to. i am glad the way i am, and i wont change it just because someone wants me to change. I may be naive and i may be straightforward in my thinking, but i know that i have less things to be caution about, and less things to worry about. and at least i know i am genuine.



sometimes things does not go as well as you thought it would be going, but not matter what, things will fall into places by itself. So why worry so much? let things go smoothly on its way...



this life is funny it seems, to see people pretending to be someone whom they are not, and then when they want to find themselves or be themselves, the pretending part becomes so ingrained in them that they find it hard to be themselves. They get so used to the masks that they hide behind, that they totally can't find their original masks.



So many thoughts, so many things running through my mind now.. so overwhelming, so confusing, so tiring, so sickening.. so...

Conflicts



Why is there always so many conflicts between people? Sometimes i feel that there are conflicts that won't exist if we as human try not to make things so complicated. Why do we need to know so many, so much till there seem to be no answers to the questions that we ask? Why can't we be content being who we are? Why? So many questions, yet i can't answer them myself. I know that there are varieties of answers that i can get from you all, but then, would it satisfy me to know those answers? How long would i be content?? And can I be sure that these questions would not come up again? Can i be sure that i won't be bombarded by questions again? I really don't know..



*erm, just something that cross my mind :D*