I'm bored. I know there's so many readings that I should be doing now, but I'm bored. I don't feel like reading them. And though I can force myself to sit and read them, I know that they still wont' enter my brain. What is there to do here? I can't think of anything to do here. The house is currently empty. Nothing for me to do oso here. Cleaned up the kitchen and the common area in the afternoon. Nothing to do. Is there anything that I can do here?



Alone, lonely, bored...

nothing to do, nothing to see,

sitting here, dwelling there,

am I here? or am I there?



Sian, think it's raining again. Weather's pretty cold tonite, about 3 degrees. Don't feel like venturing out to look for friends, don't want to freeze my butt out there :D Safer to be warm and cuddly (tho I don't have anything to cuddle except my pillows, not a dolly person lar me!!!) Should be sleeping at this hour, but then again I've took such a long nap, so I don't think that I would be sleeping any time soon. Bad choice. Sigh. Books, no entertaining books for me to read, except a very big load of texts. Sigh, life can be so boring at times ain't it?



Throat's acting up again, been coughing here and there. Wonder for what reason, no flam or etc. Guessed it's just dry and needing the attention! Been consuming so much water, wonder if it'll be alright soon. Not fun to have to cough during class. Hope it won't go from bad to worse. Wonder if the weather has anything to do with it....

Yesterday night the sky was so dark. Such a contrast to a few days ago, when the sky was full of stars. What a difference a few nights would make here. Yesterday the day was pretty gloomy, raining the whole day non stop till late. Pretty windy and heavy was such.



Guessed it rained off today's weather too. It was quite bright and sunny during the afternoon. Not a bad day :D Seemed that I am quite tired leh. I slept for over 3 hours liao! Goodnesslar me. Don't know how come I can sleep for so lon eh. Guessed I was too tired since last nite. But still, quite a bit of a shock to me. Wonder if I can sleep anymore tonight. Hm....

Was walking to South 1 a few minutes ago, when suddenly I felt prompted to stop and look up. What a beautiful sight! Can't believe that the sky is full of stars again. Such beauty. Ya know, it's hard to see such a beautiful sight back in Malaysia. Really feel like soaking into the sight as much as I can for I do not know for sure when I will have the chance again after graduating. Talking about that, can't believe I have only a few months left of studying before venturing out into the workforce. So fast...Things do happen quite quickly. So young, yet would be graduating soon. Quite unbelieveable.

Just checked out my friend's blog, Elaine, who is back in Malaysia doing the same degree as I am and would be graduating at the same time as me! I didn't know she has a blog until I received an email from her with her blog's address attached to it. Hey Elaine, what you wrote is quite interesting and nice, wouldn't really cure me of insomnia (if i have one, which i don't!) coz I would keep on reading it. kekek... nice blog girl!



WEll, today is the second day of uni and I don't have a class today. But nevertheless, yesterday's first class wasn't so good. I was supposed to have a class at 10am in the morn every Monday, but there would no longer be any classes at that hour. Reason: due to the lack of students in the class, it was found that it would not be economically viable for monash to conduct classes... wah piang!! kinda mad at the reason that they gave us for we have actually paid for the subject and now they say it's not economically viable for them to teach us! Quite unreasonable reason that they gave us. Worse still, we have to print all the notes that we need out as they only chucked a CD rom to us containing all our notes and whatever readings we need. We have to print it out because our exam is open book. When we asked the lecturer whether she could help us print out the study guide as it takes up like over 20 pages every week (and we hafta print them out!!!!), she again answered us that monash thinks that we student should print it out ourselves as it's not economically viable for them to print for us! Goodness!!! We've paid for the subject and yet we have to incur so much expenses! Bloodsuckers lar they all!!!!



Hm... okok.. calm down...*breathing in and out*



It's that time of the year again where heaps of your money would be spent on stocking up the house with food and also with your textbooks and etc. Haven't gotten any textbooks yet, but would soon be in the bookshop stocking up. Hopefully I won't have to buy all the textbooks that I need. Waiting for Nicole (my old housemate, same major as me and also an SLO) to pass me the business marketing text. So sweet of her to offer me even before last semester ended. I dropped by my old house on Sunday nite to get some of the things that i left, and I actually miss them ( my old house mates). I really enjoyed my stay in that house as all my housemates are nice and friendly and fun to be with. Except for some of the occasions where I hua and I have to nag them to clean up, things went smoothly at that house. Will miss them really.



Oh, for all your information (should've mention this earlier) I've shifted to another house for this semester due to some personal and private reasons. Am now staying nearer to Pui Fong and Mel. Yeah!! Now I don't have to trot so much to their houses.. kekek



New week, new semester. Do hope things will run smoothly this semester. Do hope that everyone will have a great time too!

Another Day Gone



Another day has gone by, can't believe that it's already Wednesday, and soon, in less than 20 minutes would be Thursday. Uni life would resume on the coming Monday, which would be about 4 days away. So fast. As every one knows, the result is out and as for me, it's not so good. I won't want to mention what i get for them, but nevertheless, it's not really good. But still, congratulations for all those who did well and passed all their papers :D



Should be blogging about the Sydney trip, but still feeling lazy....



Well, I went down to Melbourne on the 28th with Pui Fong. She was leaving back to Malaysia on the 29th and the girl is still in Malaysia enjoying herself, so nice lar. Anyways, celebrated Mel's birthday on the 1st and 2nd July. Hopefully she'll have a good time and has enjoyed our company.



On the 3rd, we left for Sydney, arriving at Wake Up (the place where we're staying for the duration of our Sydney trip) at 7 something in the evening. Having put down our things and settling down for a little bit, we went out for dinner. Went to a shop selling thai food, and i had a something called three style rice. It actually tastes really nice. Met up with Norman and his friends to chit chat and stuff lor. After dinner we went for a walk around the "neighbourhood". It was quite cool coz the whole place is still alive even though it as late at night. Such a big difference compared to Melbourne city, wouldn't mind living in Sydney :D



on the 4th, we were quite adventurous, walking around the whole of Sydney (almost the whole city). We walked to the Sydney Fish Market and had the freshest seafood. Yum!! IT's been quite a while since I have eaten any seafood, so bear with me for the moment. It was really fresh and juicy, makes me want to eat more! But sad to say, it'll be a while before I can eat such fresh seafood anytime soon. Later on, we walked to QVB. The distance is quite long, but we took breaks in between, taking pictures here and there. It was quite fun walking about as the weather was nice and we don't sweat as we do back in Malaysia.



on saturday, we went to the rocks' flea market. There's so many beautiful things there. Anyone who loves cute and artistic and creative stuff, I'm sure you would want to venture there. There's so many things that I wish to get from that place, but sad to say, I don't have such a big amount of money. Think if i do rite, I'll be getting almost the whole market back here :D We spent quite a long time there, taking our own sweet time enjoying the things there. Later on, we took some pictures along the place, as it was at the Sydney Harbour Bridge, and also near the Sydney Opera House. We took a ferry to Darling Harbour and back during the evening. The night was dark but the scenery was beautiful and breathtaking. REally really had a great time that nite too.



Went up to blue mountain the following day. God has blessed us with a wonderful weather. Even the tour guide said that that day the weather was wonderful. Praise the Lord for it (can't really stand cold ler me). Although it was tiring, I won't regret my time there. Again, the scenery is magnificient and breathtaking. Those there isn't much to see, yet, the nature itself is so beautiful. If one loves nature, it would be good to go there and enjoy it. Really had a wonderful time there. (I have a feeling I'm sounding like a marketer marketing Sydney, goodness gracious!)



Still, I need to continue on with what happen in my trip, ain't i?? On Monday, we went down to Bondi beach and did the funniest things you can think of! Keke, REally really had a good time during the trip. We started snapping away with our cameras. And Geraldine started to take candid of us. It was quite hilarious, coz we were being so silly on the beach. It was the second time I've been to a beach since I was young and it's quite fun. The sand felt so soft under my feet. Still remember my feet sinking into the sand every step that I took on the beach. It's a really nice and wonderful feeling. Well, Mel and Melissa did the funniest things! They actually "acted" out a fighting scene whereby they punched each other, and Geraldine took snapshots of it with her digi cam. Later on, when Chris and Glenn came over, they did the same thing! I was supposed to joined Mel and Melissa for another shot, but I can't make it as i was giggling and laughing too much! kekeke.... wat to do, it was really funny and silly!



Later on, before we proceed to Sydney Olympic Park for the launching of HSC (hillsongs conference), Mel, Glenn, Chris and I went down to the Botanical Garden for a walk. It's really a beautiful garden. Love it there. The trees, the scenes, the setting, breathtaking. Guys, do bring your girls there for walks, I'm sure they'll love it too. It really is a romantic place, with it's beautiful and romantic setting. Dont mind going there again, just to enjoy the beauty of nature :D



The HSC was wonderful, except for a few hiccups here and there. Did enjoyed myself there. Would I attend again? I can't give confirmation on that, but God has blessed me with this chance to attend the conference and I don't regret it.



Ya know, I really do thank God for a lot of things. He has blessed me with so many wonderful things and so many wonderful plans. Although I have to admit that I do have faults and I am not perfect, but I know one thing, I have faith in a wonderful God and I really do thank Him for giving me life, for giving such a wonderful time and such wonderful friends surrounding me. Truly, without Him I don't know if i can do so many things, and experience such purpose to be alive.

Back in Gippsland



I should be blogging more often since I am back, but undeniably I need to catch up on my rest, hence the result might be some delay in updating this blog with all the details and accounts of what i have been doing during the holidays.



Yeap, i'm back in Gippsland again. Will be here for the whole week, doing what, I'm not very very sure yet. Well, am staying with Geraldine at her place for now lor, coz she said it's better than having to pay extra for the week lor.



In another few days time the next semester will start. Can't believe it, it'll be my final semester here and after that I'll be graduating and would then move out to the workforce. Wah lau, so fast. It's like, I'll only be reaching 21 soon and yet, by the end of this year i would be finishing my studies and would move on to lead a working life. Wonder what it will be like. Well, i guess i had better be concentrating on the coming semester instead of floating to the future, though it's near. Why worry about tomorrow when God will take care of it???? Need to continue to keep that in mind. I do know that God is always with me and will always take care of me and He has already plan everything out for me. Need to learn to rely on Him more and rely on myself less. Learn to be odedient to Him and listen to Him and His directions, for I know that they are good for my own sake. :D

Exam's over!!!



Yippee! I am so glad that exam's over. Though i think i did not do well for both the papers today, I am still glad that i do not have to sit for another paper anytime soon! Yeah... now is really the time to party lor! keke..



Tomorrow would be packing day for sure. Hm, seems like there would be heaps of moving things around and putting things here and there. Thank goodness I have packed most of my loads into James' room (my future housemate). With that load off me, I would be able to spend less time packing tomorrow.



Going down city the following day lor. Do what, I'm not sure yet. BUt i would be hanging out with Fong. Would be the last two days hanging out with her as she would be going back to Malaysia for the break, will miss her heaps :( Nevertheless, it would be an exciting and enjoyable break as I would be attending Hillsongs and would be Sydney for a while! Yeah!!!!



Oh, had dinner at Geraldine's place earlier, the food was good! I love the spring roll and the soup. Very tasty! Thanks Din Din for the lovely dinner!



Hm, the semester's finally ended. Wonder how does everyone feels. For me, it made me feel like time does pass by in a faster pace when I'm here. There seems to be things to do and even if there isn't, time still goes by without waiting for us. It does makes u want to grab hold of time and try to make it worthwhile. Would it be much different when I am back home? Would it be even more different if i were to be in another campus and not here? This i am not sure.



I don't really regret coming here to Gippsland, though it's a big change for a city girl like me, this life here in Gippsland makes me very thankful to God, thankful that things are going on so well, that He gave me peace in my heart, the ability to be thankful for this wonderful and lovely place. Sometimes when I walk home at night, I just look at the sky and would be thankful for such wonderful view. Really, the beauty of it is indescribable.



Another semester has passed, another coming soon. Would it pass by so soon again? Would time free itself from my hold and disappear again? No answer to it yet, but one thing for sure, no matter what, time would not stop me from wanting to do the things that i want to :D